decisions (tom kaulitz x reader)

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we left the hotel to go to another location for the next show. we all got in the tour bus and me and tom sat in the master bedroom making out. we sat across each other faces pressed. tom pulled away licking his lips before kissing my chin. he moved down my jawline leaving slow kisses. he made it to my neck and i closed my eyes gently as he did so. then bill walked in. "jesus you guys are like horny beasts." he laughed. tom sighed and pulled away from my neck. i looked at bill. "we were just kissing you drama queen." i snickered.

"well stop kissing, all of us suffer from you two enough." he smiled. "now get out tom i'm stealing my best friend." bill said crossing his arms. tom rolled his eyes before kissing me once more. "tell me when i can come back." he said before leaving. "GUSTAV STOP SHOVING THE HOTDOG IN YOUR MOUTH LIKE THAT!" tom yelled. gustav and georg laughter was heard. me and bill chuckled. "what an idiot." bill said. "ok makeup time. you are going to be glamorous like me." he smiled. "awww i'm becoming my emo bestie." i pouted my lip and put a hand on my heart. "oh shut it. you know my makeup is on fleek." he smiled.

he grabbed his makeup and began putting foundation on. "this black is so pigmented. your going to look stunning." bill admired his makeup. he loved it. he started putting eyeshadow on. i remember we'd do each others makeup as kids for school and other kids would make fun of him. but we always stood our ground. the day at the pool... that was fucked up. i never ran to tom so fast. we both got silly string and sprayed it in the boys eyes. they screamed like the pussies they are. asshole pervs. bill was crying and had a hard time around strangers after that. he didn't go out in public for a while but i stayed with him as much as i could. im glad me and tom got to them before they did worse then just expose bill, but either way it shouldn't have happened in the first place.

bill continued doing my eye makeup before he grabbed mascara. "look up!" he said. i did and he began applying it. i smiled when he finished. "perfect!" he did a chefs kiss. i walked out to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. "STUNNING! GORGEOUS! ON FLEEK! PERFECT! AMAZING!" bill hyped me up. damn i'm actually pulling it off. "i love it" i smiled. tom walked over cause of bills yelling. "jesus!" he stumbled a bit. "WHYD YOU MAKE HER INTO YOU!" tom laughed. "hey asshole she looks amazing!" bill insisted. "of course she does, but im not kissing someone who looks like my brother." tom joked. "good i won't hear all those sounds while trying to enjoy the tour." bill laughed and walked away.

tom looked at me and smiled. "you look good. but im really not kissing you with that on." he chuckled and walked away.

*at the hotel*

we made it to the next one and my phone started ringing. tom was in the bathroom. i looked down and saw my mom. i rolled my eyes and answered. "hello?" i asked. "your ungrateful you know that?!" she yelled. "you know what mom. you put me through a lot of unnecessary shit, you sit here and call me a whore when your just a junkie nobody and you know it. nobody cares about you, not even your husband. to him your just a fuck and go. he's always 'away for business'? yeah his business involves fucking other bitches. and your mad that i'm doing better in life. so you sit here and try and make me worthless. well guess what? it doesn't work anymore mom." i felt tears in my eyes. "it doesn't"

my mom fell silent. "you don't even deserve the mom title, you didn't even raise me." tom walked out of the bathroom and tears began sliding down my face. i heard her hang up and put my phone down.  tom looked confused. "are you ok?" he asked and sat next to me. "what happened?" i just cried. i didn't know how to respond in the moment. i wiped my eyes and took deep breaths. toms hand went to my back rubbing it gently. "just my mom. i told her how i felt finally instead of letting her walk all over me. i don't know it got me into my emotions." i said quietly leaning my head on toms shoulder. "i'm proud of you." (daddy issues starts playing.) "thank you." i said and smiled warmly. i quickly hugged him tightly. "i appreciate you so much tom. you have no idea." i kissed his neck. he held me and pulled me fully onto his lap.

his hands wrapped around my back holding me closer. "i love you y/n." i felt him smile. "i love you too." i smiled aswell. "let's shower" tom suggested and i pulled away nodding. "yeah i need to take this makeup off." i laughed. we walked to the bathroom and i started taking my clothes off. once i was fully naked i turned the shower on and held my hand underneath to feel the temperature. "perfect" i smiled and looked to tom who was sliding his pants down. i stepped inside the shower and let the water run over my body. tom soon joined me, he stood behind my and i felt his cold hand caress my back before moving to my neck and pulling my hair back. he kissed my neck gently before i turned to him. i smiled up at him as i leaned my head back to wet my hair.

tom laughed. "that makeup is all over your face" he continued laughing. "shutup and hand me the makeup wipe asshole." i said playfully. he handed me the wipe and i quickly took it off. "better?" i asked. "let me see it you missed a few spots." tom smiled taking it from my hand. he gently wiped it across my cheek, then my eye and chin. he stared deeply into my eyes before i closed the gap between us. my lips moved passionately against his.

(a/n: timmy timmy the choo choo train eating the day up.)