decisions (tom kaulitz x reader)

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when i see it i stare at it for a few seconds before looking back up at tom. he was smiling down at me. "you like what you see?" he questions me. "um- im sorry-" i say panicked. i started getting anxious now. it's bigger then i thought. but shouldn't be surprised this man is tall. but i really didn't think it would be that big- i mean it's nice- ok i need to stop my brains bouta spiral.

"don't be, you acting like i didn't look at your cha chas." he laughs. i laugh along nervously and lowkey peeped again. he didn't see that time though... atleast i don't think he did... "stop hogging the water!" i complain. "it's cold." i quickly added as tom came down from his laughter. "im cold to!" he whined and turned away from me. i looked at his back then his braids.

"oh shit! i forgot to put my hair up." he says and steps away from the water. i slide the curtain open and ask where he puts his hair ties. he tells me and i grab one and get back into the shower with him. "for you" i hand him the hairtie and he smiled before wrapping it around his lower fingers making his veins more visible. of course i peeped that. don't judge. he puts his hands behind his bed and moves around for a bit before dropping his hands and leaning to me giving me a quick kiss on my nose.

i smile. "thank you babe." he smiles and turns around. (babe? 🫢 ... i'm not ya babe. 🤨. SOMEONE TELL ME THEY REMEMBER THAT ON TIKTOK AND ITS NOT JUST MY BRAIN. but ofc we his babe fr fr. 😍) my smile grows wider at the name. i didn't really think about names like that before but, it sounds nice when he says it. i walk up to him and hug him from behind. resting my head against his back as i look off to the side.

his arms move over mine hugging me back. i smile and look up. he looks over his shoulder returning the smile. a devious, up to no good, smirk spread across my face and i quickly do a 180 spin. i giggle as i let him go and let the warm water go over my body. i open my eyes after the water runs down my face and tom looks down at me with a straight face. "your supposed to wait your turn." he says, his lips tuck in and he stares down at me and my smile remains as i turn to face the water. enjoying the warmth.

he put this water temperature perfect. i hear something open and i look over at tom seeing he's got a loofa out with soap on it. he's started scrubbing his arms and i watched as he switched to his chest, shoulders, abs... then he moved to his pits, then his legs. and i turn away as he finishes. "your not sneaky. i saw you staring at me." i hear him chuckle. "you would be too if you were in my shoes." i point out and raise my brows.

i feel his hand go to my side and gently pull me out of the water before he pressed the loofa to my back and started washing me. i felt his hand rest on my waist holding me still. i rested my eyes shut and relaxed. when it went down my back shivers went down my spine. once he was done i opened my eyes feeling myself pressed against him. he brought his arm around me and started washing my stomach then made his way to my tits.

i leaned my head back against his shoulder and let him continue. once he was done i got my private areas (hehe. privates 😈😈😈 SORRY-) i rinsed off and we got out of the shower. once we were out tom reached up on the shelf and handed me a towel before grabbing one for himself. after we dried off i wrapped the towel around myself and tom wrapped his around his hips before we walked down the hall to his room. i stood there shivering from the loss of warm water.

tom rummaged through his closet before passing me a pair of his boxers, a hoodie, and sweatpants. i smiled and grabbed them before quickly getting dressed. i looked over at him as he slid his boxers up. i smile and crawl onto his bed. i lift his thick blanket up and get underneath, i curled up into a ball to stay warmer before grabbing my phone. i unlocked it and saw a few messages from my mom.

"hey i thought you were coming home?" one said. "it's getting late!" the next said. "text me!!" i laughed a little as i read them. i texted her and let her know i was staying at toms tonight and sent another saying goodnight. i set my phone down on his nightstand and put my arms back under the blanket. tom climbed in with me and cuddled up to me. his arm was around my waist, and his chin rested ontop of my head.

"tom i'm exaughsted." i yawned. "me too." he says "we sleep!" i felt him smile. "i agree." i smiled to myself. "goodnight baby." he kissed my head. "goodnight tom." i said as my eyes closed. i felt him rubs circles on my belly as a way to help me sleep. "i'll wake up whenever you want to." he whispered. "gonna be hard to sleep with these lights on" i giggled.

i went to get up to turn them off but tom pushed me back down. i looked at him as he got off the bed and flipped the switch. it was dark now and i felt the bed dip down before tom went back to cuddling me. "now you can sleep peacefully." he chuckled. "thank you tom." i smiled as he went back to rubbing my stomach. he traced random patterns through my shirt as i closed my eyes again. "of course, sleep well." he said kissing my head. i soon drifted off to sleep.

(a/n: smut shall be here soon 😈😈)