decisions (tom kaulitz x reader)

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*that night*

me and tom laughed at a part of shameless. someone knocked on the door. "come in." i said. georg walked inside. "i just wanted to say i'm sorry about earlier." he said looking kinda irritated. "ok?" i said. "if you really mean it we will see how the rest of the tour is." i finished averting my eyes from his figure. he awkwardly walked out closing the door behind him. me and tom looked at each other and started laughing. "that's crazyyy" i said. "he's crazy." tom chuckled. "it's late we should sleep." i said getting up and closing the small curtains.

"tomorrow i'm kicking you out so me and bill can hang out." i said crawling back in the bed. "fine." he said. "i guess it's only fair." he finished. "but i could spend time with you now." i whispered in his ear as i moved closer to him. tom eyes me with a smirk. "really... first night in here and you want me to fuck you while the bands in the same place as us?" he whispered back. i smiled warmly while nodding my head. "you only live once." i giggled. "besides i've had enough practice to be quiet" i whispered back. "plus the tv is on." i kissed his neck. "your bad" he chuckled. "better be quiet kaulitz" i kissed his lips softly. i pulled away.

he leaned towards me wanting another one but i pulled away and laid on my back looking at him with a smile. he death stared me before flipping ontop of me. "you can't get away after all that." i whispered playfully. a cute chile forming on his face. "tom we have to be quick just in case." i whispered back smiling. his teeth slid across my nose gently before he roughly kissed me. (pooks stawpittt 😍🤞) his tongue slid in my mouth. he obviously won the dominant title. i smiled into the kiss before his hand slid up my body until it reached my neck. he lightly applied pressure as he moved down under the blanket.

his hand dragged along the center of my chest, down my stomach till it disappeared aswell. i felt his hands tug my pants down and my smile remained. i suddenly felt his finger slowly slide into my making my hand clasp over my mouth. i felt his warm tongue motion on my clit making my breathing faster. i tucked my lips in as his second finger joined the first, quickly going in and out. i used my free hand and tapped tom, trying to signal i was close. he pulled out and lifted the blanket over his head. he smiled and reached up kissing my neck. "so pretty" he whispered. i smiled and kissed the top of his head. "so handsome." i showed a toothy smile as he lifted his head. he tugged his jeans down. he grabbed a condom from his pocket and put it on, letting out a quiet groan as he slid inside of me.

i put my hand over his mouth as he thrusted into me. my own lips returning to a tucked position. all i could hear was the tv and our heavy breathing. toms eyes rolled back before closing. he looked high on molly with the look on his face. i sharply inhaled as he thrusted faster and harder. he moved his face from my hand and went to my neck biting down on my skin. i felt a warm knot inside of me. getting warmer and tighter with every thrust. my mouth opened to moan but i instead whinced. toms hand went over my mouth without moving his head from my neck. he just kept going. (bro we a lil rough rn...) the bed surprisingly made no sound even though tom was going fast. at some point he hit somewhere deep inside of me.

making my eyes role back. the knot got too much and i couldn't hold it. tom came before i did🎙️😘. making me go over the edge. tom thrusts got slower but he surprisingly maintained a pace. no sloppiness. his gently kissed the bite marks on my skin before collapsing next to me and pulling the condom off. he threw it in the trash and pulled his pants up. "i love you" he smiled and kissed my face before getting up and going to the bathroom. i sighed and my mind was blank. damn we really fucked with the band in the bud with us. we wild. that's crazy. i pulled my pants all the way off and got off the bed to get dressed. i put on toms baggy shorts aswell as his t-shirt.

i laid on the bed getting comfy on my side. that was like. mind boggling. that shit was amazing. i stretched my arms out infront of me as tom walked back in closing the door behind him. "hey" i smiled. he looked at me and smiled. "hello meine liebe" (my love -brought to you by google translate 😍😜😘) "i love you tom." i said as he hopped on the bed spooning me. he kissed my head. "goodnight i love you too." he said holding me close.

*the next day*

"OK TOM LEAVE!" i laughed as he wouldn't get off of me. bill stood there before grabbing his ankles and yanking him off. "BILL" tom yelled before groaning in annoyance. "fine have your besties time" he mocked with a high pitched voice before leaving to go with the rest of the band. "ok ok- update me on ash why didn't she come for the trip?!" i said as bill sat on his knees on the bed. "she has work!" he groaned sadly. "but we are official now so it's a plus." he smirked. "i've been waiting for that foreverrrr." i said happily. "i still haven't met her but it seems like your really into her." i wiggled my brows. bill covers his face with his hands to hide his blush. "i do she is so pretty. she loves singing too she helped me with how to vocalize certain parts of my song she's the sweetest!" he pouted.

(a/n: down. bad.)