decisions (tom kaulitz x reader)

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once me and tom are in his house he gives me a tour. eventually we get up to his room and i put my suitcase next to his night stand. "your bed- holy shit it's fucking huge." i say excitedly. i jump onto his bed landing on my stomach. i turn over onto my back looking up at the ceiling before i feel tom crawl over me.

he looks down at me with a smile. "i have a lot of big things." he wiggles his brows and laughs. i gently shove his face and smile. "ok ok, but seriously. i have a question." i raise my brows and wrap my arms around his neck before continuing. "why were you so mean to georg? he was just trying to be nice and check on me." tom quickly rolls his eyes and his smile fades. "because he looks at you weirdly. and i already know how he feels about you because he's my friend." he looks at me again.

"so he really does have feelings for me?" i sigh. "bill was right!" i laugh. "of course he was right. plus, who the fuck asks someone who just went through something like that if their ok?" he scoffed. "obviously not!" he says. "yeah, but he's still your friend." i say as he lays himself down on me. "yeah but he knew you were mine." tom mumbled. "yours?" i question. "but i'm not yours." i add. "you can if you want to be though." he looks up at me, resting his chin between my boobs.

i smile. "are you asking me to be your girlfriend tom kaulitz?" i raise my brows still smiling. "indeed i am." he smiles. "then i'm yours." i whisper, making his smile grow more. "i can't wait to see the look on his face when he finds out. you should've seen the look he had when he saw you laying in my lap. PRECIOUS!" he laughed. i chuckled at his petty behavior and looked around for the tv remote. when i found it i reached out and grabbed it. "what you wanna watch?" i ask him as i turn the tv on.

"i don't know... what do you want to watch?" he says and i feel him lay his head back down on my chest. "we are watching shameless. i need to finish the last season." i say concentrated. "what the fuck is shameless?" he asks. i shake my head. "a show. you probably won't like it." i smile. "so if you don't tell me and i'll put something else on." i say and put my hand on his back rubbing it. his arms snake around my waist and i lift my back up to make it easier.

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after a few episodes played i looked down at tom, i didn't even notice he was fast asleep. i was too invested in my show. i turned the tv off and grabbed most of his braids. i started playing with them. i was gently making a braid out of his braids. crossing the pieces over. then undoing them. after a while of me doing this i felt toms arms slid out from beneath me and stretch out to the sides. he then lifted himself up and i pulled my hands away from his head.

he felt the back of his head and looked down at me with tired eyes. "what were you doing?" he smiled a bit. "playing with your hair." i smiled. he shook his head and pulled his hand away from it. he stretched again and looked down at me. "i want to take a shower." he stated plainly. "so go take a shower?" i laughed. "sorry let me rephrase that, i want to take a shower with you." he smirked and grabbed my legs yanking me down more. i gasped and he leaned over me again.

he kissed me roughly before it turned into a makeout. our lips moved in sync. i felt him grab right below my ass and pull me off the bed. i quickly wrapped my arms around his shoulder and broke the kiss. "you asshole your supposed to warn me." i giggle and pull myself closer to him. my head rested on his shoulder and i looked around as he started walking. "shower time!" he said before kissing my shoulder.

i laughed and lifted my head up as he walked down the hallway. he pulled me up to hold me more comfortably and i looked down at him. he stopped looking up at me. "i can't see with your head up you know?" he smiled playfully and i rolled my eyes. "sorry. i won't distract the driver." i joked and laid my head back onto his shoulder. he started walking again until we got to the bathroom. he sat me on the big sink and stood between my legs.

my arms slid off him and he walked over to close the door. i hopped off the sink and looked up at him while he turned around. once he was infront of me i rested my hands on his hips. i slid my hands under his shirt and up his body to take it off. he lifted his arms out and tilted his head down as i grabbed the hem and pulled it over his head. i dropped it on the floor and examined his chest, then his abs. "crazy how before the tour we barely spoke and now here i am at your house ready to take a shower with you" i laughed.

"crazy how your so quick to undress me and all i had to do was stand here." he mocked me. we finished getting undressed and i hesitantly pulled my underwear off. tom was still in his boxers and when i looked up we made eye contact. i started fidgeting with my fingers and looked at the floor. "why are you so nervous?" he asked suddenly sounding concerned. "well i've never like done anything like that... and since you asked me to shower with you i assume that is what you-"

tom cut me off. "we won't do anything you don't want to do. we will simply just shower. i'm not rushing us having sex if that's what your insinuating." i looked up at him and felt guilty for just assuming. he had a serious look on his face. "i'm sorry. i just thought about showering with you and-" i sighed. "my brain overthinks things." i finished. "don't apologize, i just wanted to make sure you didn't think i just wanted to have sex." he smiled while reassuring me. i smiled back and felt my mind at ease.

"thank you." i said. "no need." he smirked. i took off my bra as tom took his boxers off. he finished taking them off before me and walked towards the shower turning it on. "we are using really warm water. almost hot. but that's how i shower." he shrugged with the same smirk on his face. i turned to look at him as i let my bra fall to the floor. as soon as he turned his head to me his eyes wandered to my chest.

he looked back up at me and spoke. "really nice." he wiggled his brows jokingly. "stop it with the damn eyebrows!" i laughed. "never" he did it again. (imagine someone wiggling their brows to like ACTUALLY FR try and rizz you up, id cry. BUT TOM IS JOKING HE NOT DOING IT FR.) tom stepped into the shower first and i followed. he slid the curtain shut behind me. i examined the shower and my eyes eventually led to his dick.

(a/n: the smut ain't here yet people 🙏 but in a few chapters i gotchu 😉 )