Kyman Oneshots

Boundaries(IDFK WHAT 2 NAME) Angst

Kyle's hands cupped Cartmans face as they deepened the kiss with each other. Their tongues swirling around each other's and the two getting closer every second. Kyles hand trailed down to wrap around Cartmans waist. Cartmans ran his hands up Kyle's clothed chest and loosely wrapped his arms around his neck. Kyle's hand trailed further down to his thigh, then it started creeping closer in between Cartmans thighs. Cartman felt this and flinched, quickly breaking the kiss and panting from the lack of air.

Kyle realized what he almost did and pulled away, "sh-shit! Sorry!"

Cartman said nothing but just stared at him scared.

"Eric?"

Cartman tensed a bit, "it's f-fine."

"Eric I-" Kyle tried to hold his hand but Cartman quickly pulled it away, "sorry!" Kyle apologized again. It was quiet for a few seconds before Kyle spoke again, "what's wrong?"

Eric avoided eye contact, "nothing! Just continue..."

"No, you-"

"I'm fine!!! Keep going." Cartman leaned back in and connected their lips but Kyle quickly pulled away which caused Cartman to frown.

"No, tell me what happened."

"It's nothing, jeez." Cartman shyly grabbed Kyles hand, "let's just continue."

Kyle hesitated for a moment before connecting their lips again and placing his free hand on Eric's thigh. It wasn't between his legs like he last did, but Cartman still tensed up. Kyle noticed this and pulled away to see Cartman once again looking scared, "Eric what the fuck is going on?"

"Nothing!" He yelled back, "everything's fine so stop stopping."

"You're the one who keeps stopping!" Kyle pointed out. "What's going on, just tell me!"

Cartman sat up and sat at the side of his bed. He sighed and was silent for a moment before he began talking, "I'm just... shit, you're gonna make fun of me for this."

Kyle reassuringly grabbed his lovers hand, "no, I won't. I promise."

"I'm just... scared."

"Scared?" Kyle repeated and Cartman shyly nodded. "Scared of what? ...Sex?"

"No- well... kind of? Scared that you'll...use me." Cartman explained, his voice barely more than a whisper.

"Use you? What do you mean?"

"I...um..." Cartman was hesitant and nervous about talking about this, "like my last partners... they would... well... I would tell them they were going to quickly and they wouldn't even care. They would just," Cartmans eyes began to water a little, "keep going. And it would feel so...I couldn't...I..."

Kyle shushed him and pulled him into a hug, "it's alright. You don't have to say anymore." He rubbed his back and for a minute or so they just sat there. "I'm not going to do that to you, okay? I won't do anything you don't want me to do."

"B-But... I don't want you to leave me."

"Eric, I'm not going to leave you just because you aren't comfortable doing something."

"You're not..?"

He placed a gently kiss on Eric's cheek then pulled away from the hug to look at him. "No, of course not. We have to both be comfortable for us to do something. If you don't want to do something I won't force you to do it, okay?"

Eric nodded happily as he was relieved. "I do want to do things with you, I just...it needs to be taken slowly."

"Okay, I'll make sure to take things slow." He rubbed Cartmans hand, "I'm sorry if I was rushing it earlier."

"You weren't." Cartman said. "I just got scared that you might."

"I promise I won't." Kyle smiled. Eric smiled back then sighed.

"What?"

"I'm hungry."

Kyle giggled and sat up, holding a hand out to his boyfriend who accepted and got up as well. "Let's go get something to eat then."

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Not proofread it's like 1am and I don't know if that was shit or not if it was sorry.