Benji wanted to try focusing on healing her mind and body after an abusive relationship with her now ex-husband. Her best friend, Sarah takes her in and helps her readjust given her condition. When work whisks her away suddenly, Sarah calls in an ol...
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Benji
I ran the brush through my hair absently, it was all fuzz at this point. Actually, I was done about ten minutes ago, my hair was nicely groomed and tied up, and I wore a black nightgown that stopped at my thighs. I wasn't sure what the code was for this sort of thing, and I didn't have anything 'Sexy' to wear, not that it mattered.
I stood and brushed myself off, taking a quick peek in the mirror, I had the nightie, I shaved and put on makeup. Carter had me take extra steps so I was used to it, luckily, I still had a decent amount of makeup left over. Bender was hanging out on the bed all smiley and full, laying on his back and staring at me "Is this weird?" I signed.
Bender flipped over onto his belly "Its weird right? That we're doing this?" He cocked his head and whined. I sighed and pinched the bridge between my eyes, 'You can say no at any time, he won't force you, you know he won't' I thought. I stepped out of the room and knocked on his door, he'd been 'setting up' since dinner, whatever the hell that means.
"Come in!" I walked in, looking over the same room I was in just last night but it was clean, candles were spread throughout the room. He was working on getting the sheets on the mattress, where I got a good view of him, pajama pants and no shirt like last time. 'Must be his go to' I thought, sitting back on the same bench "Sorry, I'm done." he said then scooted off and stood up.
He turned to me, eyes traveling up and down slowly, the longer the silence marinated I grew uncomfortable. I typed out and handed him my phone "Sorry I don't have any 'sexy' things" he read it then smirked up "Juji, you are a sexy thing." he said. He tossed my phone on the bed as I tried to look away then took my hand "Did you play at all?" he asked.
I shook my head, the carpet was a nice midnight blue like most of Sarah's room, "You should at least a bit to get in the mood for it." he said. I cleared my throat "I'm good..." I wasn't going to look up before but I'm especially not going to now. He squeezes my hand for a moment he tugged me over to the bed "Have you thought about what you want?" he asked, sitting on the edge of the bed. I shrugged and sat down "I figured we were just gonna have sex." it takes me a while to spell it out but that's all Mason really has down now. I was happy he was learning it regardless.
He strokes my hand "If that's what you want... I want you to be comfortable Juji. I know I'm going to have fun either way but this is new territory for you," he explained. 'Like I don't know how out of place I am?' I breathed in and out "Like what did you like with your past experiences?" I shrugged "No clue, I only ever slept with Carter" he cocked a brow "Okay, so what did he do that you liked?" "Nothing, that's what I'm saying."
He slumped slightly "Really?" I nodded again, he thought a moment before clearing his throat "Okay, I can work with that... How about I turn on the equipment and we ease into it naturally?" he asked. I nodded, he waved his hand, patting on the bed "Sit" I crawled over and sat while he proceeded to set up the equipment, clipping the mic onto the rattan headboard. He adjusted some pillows before sitting, leaning his back against them nesting himself like some cat who'd found the new piece of furniture.
