Benji
That shower audio was up there for me, mostly because no, I'd never been given that, and I was still a little hesitant but I melted for him. Just like I knew I would. Its weird, it was just sex right? Just hooking up? But I never felt so bare and precious to someone I loved it entirely.
He made me feel that way sure, but it was more than that, he made sure I was hydrated, made sure I was doing all the stupid little things I stopped doing like properly cleaning, going out for walks that he joined me for. Made sure I was fed, which was mostly takeout, he could never cook.
What we were doing was treacherous, I wasn't going to deny that for a second, there's no way this ends amicably without me getting hurt. Its fine. I was enjoying myself, I'm allowed to be happy, overdue if anything!
But what Mason is spit balling is not what I had in mind "Absolutely not, no werewolf, mate, knotting bullshit" I wrote, tapping the board. He crossed his arms "Did you or did you not read the same books Sarah did?" he asked cockily, I scoffed and wrote out "Yeah, because all my friends were, they sucked, and I didn't even see the movie" I defended. He shrugged "I like the idea of doing something fantasy-like," He said. I wrote again "I'm not opposed to it either, but I'm not into werewolves." "Alright, then, any ideas?" he asked.
It was odd to come up with different ways to have someone fuck you because you have to. Kinda takes the romance out of it. I shrugged and thought a moment before clicking my fingers "So, in high school I used to have this fantasy of being on the run from like a hot elf assassin, and he catches me but instead of killing me he's somewhat smitten and sort of... Takes me." I underline 'takes' so he understands.
Mason reads it over and widens his eyes, darting them between myself and the board "So you like the idea of being hunted and taken by the person hunting you?" he asked. I blushed, curling into myself on my bed "Well it sounds weird when you put it like that" I wrote. He waved his hand "No no, sorry I just want to make sure that's what you want... That's called primal play." He teases.
I shrug a little "I don't know much about what I like and what I don't... Up until we started this, I hated sex." I wrote. He nodded and held out his arms, he sat backwards in my computer chair "That's what all this is for, its exploration with income, remember that. Don't be afraid to explore with me, okay?" he asked. I smiled and nodded, that was another thing, he never judged me for what I wanted to try, and most of the time, he wanted to help me explore that.
He held up a finger and looked out the window "Here, can we try something?" he asked, I nodded. He left the room for a moment only to return with a clip mic and yarn. He removed his shirt and tied the yarn around his loosely around his throat, then gestured himself "It might be a little messy but we could pull it off" he said. I blush a little "Where would you chase me?" he huffs a little "Around the house?" we both shake our heads "Not enough space... Maybe we can trick it around the bedroom?" he said for us. I bit my lip and shrugged before writing slowly out as he arched a brow, curious at what I was writing, part of the way through I try to erase it but he snags the board from me. I groan and glare as he smirks and reads allowed "Theres always Hershey Hill... Juji" his tone is teasing but encouraging. Hershey Hill was a small section of woods, nearby, but only accessible by going down a steep hill that Mason and I could probably jump down, we used to all the time.
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Hushed Tones
RomanceBenji wanted to try focusing on healing her mind and body after an abusive relationship with her now ex-husband. Her best friend, Sarah takes her in and helps her readjust given her condition. When work whisks her away suddenly, Sarah calls in an ol...