Opening words
If you skip this chapter, it's your own risk of reading this story. This is a jegulus fanfiction, first of all. This chapter does include spoilers, but please still read it. I hestitated a lot, if I should write this or not. At first, it was a oneshot idea in my head, but last night it grew into a whole book. Also, this is a muggle AU as i am too lazy to include magic.
Warnings
At first I want to mention, that English is not my first language (it's Finnish btw, if anyone cares), so I will have stupid spelling and grammar mistakes. My apologies for that. A big theme of this book is rape. Now this is why I hestitated so much. I am uncomfortable with that myself, but I really wanted to write this book. I couldn't delete the rape scene, as it's the main thing of the whole book, so I am sorry but in the first chapter there will be a rape.
MALE PREGNANCY IS POSSIBLE IN THIS BOOK
The reasoning for this book
You see I have read a lot of fanfictions and oneshots about dsmp (a minecraft thing, you don't have to know) and Harry Potter characters. I have seen a few of jegulus, where the consent hasn't been so clear. I have hated James through them as he is so mean and unrespectful towards Regulus. AND THEN HE IS FUCKING FORGIVEN LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED! No, just no. That's traumataizing, you can't just act like it didn't happen.
As an example of this, there's a book where the things have been pretty rough. There was this oneshot, where I had to ask from the author if there even was a consent. The author answered that there was. They said that when Regulus said in the middle of it "fine" it was the consent. Like.... Bro. Just no. I don't want James to just be frogiven. That's not how it works! And that's why I am here to write this book. (Yes, here's a lot of angst)
Summary
So basically James gets home drunk and he's horny. He drags his boyfriend to the bedroom and dosen't let him even speak to decline. James just starts doing his thing, which hurts Regulus a lot. In the morning Regulus is gone. James thinks he just left to the Grocery's or something. Their house seems odd, like Regulus never lived there. All Regulus's stuff is gone. But when Regulus dosen't return, James goes to the girls (Lily, Marlene, Dorcas and Mary) to ask where he is. Lily just slaps him and shouts how he's a dickhead. Lily says how Regulus had came to them in the middle of the night crying and how he had told everything. Lily dosen't say where Regulus is now. James gets flash backs from the previous night and stands in shock, when he realises what he has done.
He goes to Sirius and asks if he knows where Reg is. Sirius sighs and let's him in. Sirius tells him he got a letter. from Regulus where he told him everything and where he is going to go. James tries to ask for more, but Sirius isn't sure if he should trust his so called best friend. Sirius asks why he did it and James says he was horny and drunk. Sirius then asks unpleased if it was all he had to say to the question why he raped Regulus, where James stays quiet. Sirius kicks him out.
A day later James gets a card from Regulus saying his final goodbyes with out an address. James anyhow finds out that it has been bought from a Bookshop located in Paris near the Eiffel tower and he has to decide, will he go after Regulus.
And that's all I have planned from the book so far.
Also, if you are here only for the rape...
😀👉🚪
Fuck you
If you are not...
You are just right <3
I don't know, when the actual book will be published. I'm currently writing the sixth chapter, but I want to go through all the chapters once the book is finished to edit them and fix mistakes. (This last part was written one month after everything else)
- Aurora on the 13th of July 2023
