"His Number One"
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The weather tonight was the exact definition of your current state. The thunder and rain symbolize the turmoil in your mind and weeping heart. As soon as you had called Mia had come rushing and after crying till your heart calmed down you guys had skipped school as you were not emotionally stable to attend it.
Even though the start was horrible the day was well spent cuddling in her bed talking about how stupid Jimin was for falling into a trap of a shallow person like Ga Eul. You then watched W two world your favorite drama while devouring all kinds of snacks.
"Hana are you awake? Can we talk?" You heard Jimin's voice from the other side of the door. You slowly got up from the bed to open the door for him.
The moment he entered the room, he questioned with concern etched in his tone."Why did you skip school?"
You casually shrugged your shoulder and sat on your bed."I just wanted a day off." Picking at the hem of the t-shirt of your pajama as you told him.
Taking up the space beside you and facing in the opposite direction, Jimin shared, "Do you know how worried I was when Ga Eul called me to say you didn't return to class." Jimin's voice was almost inaudible when he said that but you still heard him.
The mention of the sole person who had schemed to hurt you brought the painful memory of the morning and your eyes brimmed with unshed tears.
"Thank you for bringing my bag home. If you have nothing else to say then you can go. I want to sleep now." He blinked his eyes in shock at the harsh words that came from your mouth.
"I can't believe you are still mad about yesterday." He slowly turned you around to face him by holding your shoulders. "If you want I can say sorry over a thousand times and kneel down holding my ears but please don't cry and get mad for such a small reason."
"When were you going to say that you were dating her after you guys got married or after you got her pregnant?" You removed his hands away from you and glared at him.
This outburst of yours earned a few heart-melting chuckles from him the sound of which was one of your favorites since childhood.
"God I love your bluntness and scissor tongue, straight to the point as always."When he bit his lips your eyes followed the small movement in awe.
"I know that I messed up really bad this time." Bringing his hand slowly towards your chin he rubbed slow and comforting circles against it with his fingers.
"We got drunk and things happened so when she proposed to me I couldn't say no." He gave you the lamest excuse ever. You knew he said yes to her because he was interested in her.
"If you dated every girl after fucking her I bet our school ground wouldn't be enough to hold all of your girlfriends." You mocked him although your heart burned in jealousy and pain because of your own words.
Living with someone you loved who had no interest in you but had the sexual appetite of a monster had made you a master at handling your real feelings.
It was much easier these days as he no longer brought his girlfriend home. But the days when he was in a relationship still gave you nightmares. The pure torture of listening to every moan, grunt, and squeaking of bed from the room right next to yours hunted you still to date.
"Come on I am not as bad as you think I am." He said and pulled you into a hug.
Neither he was a playboy or a fuckboy so you knew you were exaggerating it but you wanted to taunt him.
"I am sorry I broke my promise. I would have talked about it with you if I had planned to propose to her but it was unintentional."
"Uuh uuh." You snuggled closer to him and his scent calmed you taking away all the pain and gently healing your heart.
"Don't worry I won't let the past repeat and I will make it up to you. Please don't let your hate towards her get in the middle of our friendship. You know you mean so much more to me than her more than anyone" He gently massaged your head and played with the strands of your hair.
"Aish this jerk really knows how to tame me with his words and actions. He knows how much I love someone massaging my head. If anyone did this for me a whole day I bet I would myself ask that person to marry me." You smiled a little at the words your subconsciousness was speaking in your head.
"If you still have a problem with her even after a few months then I will break up with her." Jimin made you look at him by tilting your head upwards with his hand holding your cheeks. The action made you blush and your heart race slightly.
Since you are unable to form any word you just nod your head twice and get away from him.
"I am still number one on your list right Jimin-ah." When you were in fifth grade, Jimin and you had made a list ranking the people you loved. You were shocked to find your name at the number one spot in his list even though he came at number two after both your parents.
"You will always be my number one Hana." He ruffled your head as if he was petting a dog and then kissed your forehead gently.
"Saranghe Gonzu." He cooed his face just a few inches away from you as he patted your head after he had tucked you under your blanket to put you to sleep.
"Saranghe Jimin-ah."
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