bleeding hearts | jenlisa g!p

5

-still past time -

(5 years ago)

After arriving at Lisa's house, both of the girls said thank you to Mr. Park who just smiled sweetly and drove away after they went in the house, being the caring man that he is, he had to see that they were both safe and nothing happened to them.

Lisa closed the door behind her, slowly turning around. The tension between her and Jennie could be cut with a butcher's knife.

They both didn't know what they should do next, it was too awkward. But Lisa had to know where Jennie's mind is at right now.

Although Jennie didn't even know it herself, she felt like she completely lost her mind at this point.

10 minutes ago she made out with her bestfriend of 15 years, and she shamelessly grinded against her, for no reason whatsoever, she just felt like doing it, even though she has no experience doing things like this.
And then she just simply invited herself to Lisa's house and possibly gave Lisa a misunderstood signal that she wants to have sex.

She felt dirty, like she has done the worst thing possible, but she still blamed the alcohol for it.

She hoped that they could figure this out and not make any fuzz about it, she couldn't lose Lisa over some kiss.

Jennie took off her jacket as to get rid of the warmth that kept spreading all over her body, she hanged it up on one of the hooks on Lisa's wall.

"Lisa I'm really sorry"

Jennie spoke first, standing nervously while her head was still a little heavy from the remaining alcohol in her system.

Lisa furrowed her eyebrows, taking a step closer to Jennie , but being careful so she doesn't startle her.

"You don't need to apologize Jen, you're not the one to blame"

Lisa said knowing that it was all her fault, she felt bad for Jennie, seeing how she felt guilty about something that Lisa started.

"I shouldn't have-"

Jennie trailed off for a moment, thinking how to say out loud all the things she's done wrong.

'I shouldn't have thrown myself on you and i shouldn't get so turned on that i grinded on your crotch like some kind of slut'

She thought, but couldn't say it out loud for Lisa to hear, she felt too embarrassed even thinking about it.

Lisa saw that Jennie was struggling to speak up, so she took her hand , immediately making Jennie flinch.

But she relaxed after a few seconds, realizing she shouldn't be so dramatic, they held hands all the time and it wasn't weird, right?

"Is it okay for me to hold you?"

Lisa asked, gently stroking her thumb on Jennie's palm, creating tiny circles to comfort her.

Jennie didn't know if she should melt by how Lisa was gentle with her or if she should just kiss her again.

'Wait what?'

Jennie was surprised by her own thoughts but quickly tried to banish it from her mind.

To Jennie - Lisa's kiss was nothing like what she had experienced with boys. Or a boy she should say, cause she only ever kissed someone else once. And that was kind of long ago, in senior year, which was 5 years ago. The boy was sloppy and dirty with their kiss, he didn't even know how to move his lips correctly, he just basically licked Jennie's face. Jennie ran away from him after their kiss and immediately went to brush her teeth. It was the most gross and embarrassing moment of her life.