bleeding hearts | jenlisa g!p

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-past time-

When Lisa was a teenager she had her first relationship with a boy. It wasn't very serious because obviously they were both very young.

During this time Jennie and Lisa were still very close. Jennie was happy for Lisa although she was still single, but she didn't mind, relationships were not exactly her thing.

But she started getting jealous of Lisa's boyfriend, because Lisa started spending less time with her, she was always hanging out with that boy.

Jennie tried to push that feeling away, she thought that it's obvious Lisa would spend more time with her boyfriend than her, but it still bothered her.

When Lisa and Hanbin broke up she wasn't sad, they were in a relationship for 3 months but still, she didn't feel so close to him like she did with Jennie, for example.

And Jennie wasn't sad either obviously, because it meant they were going back to normal. Back to hanging out at the park everyday and going to convience stores to buy snacks. Back to being in each other's lives everyday.

But something had changed in Lisa's behaviour, Jennie didn't know what it was , but it wasn't like it used to be.

When they were both in senior year in highschool, Lisa started being a "rebel" and it wasn't like her either. She was rude to teachers and her classmates too. Lisa started getting bad grades and skipped school a lot.
Her attendance there was very rare.

On the other hand Jennie was a straight A student, her teachers always praised her for being well mannered and active.

And that's where Lisa's and Jennie's friendship started crumbling, it's like they were both completely different people.

When Jennie tried to ask Lisa if she wanted to hang out she'd always say she's busy and can't hang out.
Jennie was feeling down during this time, Lisa was her bestfriend and they've known each other for so long, why was she suddenly acting this way?

Well maybe it was because right before her last year of school started, Lisa's father was diagnosed with lung cancer. It hurt her so bad she started distancing from everyone, her family as well.

She didn't tell anyone, not her friends, and not even her bestfriend, Jennie.

She didn't want anyone to feel pity for her or her family, she'd rather deal with that alone.

In a few months of being in senior class, Lisa came out as bisexual. Well she didn't exactly came out like "hey everyone i like women as well" but she had a lot of attention from girls obviously. She liked them more than boys, girls smelled nice and their elegance was always Lisa's turn on.

She'd make out with several different girls in the hallway and Jennie always caught a sight of her but turned away , feeling uncomfortable of seeing her friend acting like this.

Jennie also knew that Lisa was an intersex, which meant that she had a male genitalia even though she was a woman. Lisa told Jennie when they were about 12 years old. Lisa felt embarrassed about it, Jennie was the first she ever told about this issue.
She hated herself for having it, she just wanted to be a normal woman.

But Jennie accepted it and even laughed at how embarrassed and shy Lisa was while telling her.

And now looking at Lisa knowing that she could probably satisfy a lot of girls since she has a manhood, she felt disgusted by the thought of Lisa putting it in different girl everyday.

Lisa was reckless, bold, rude, and now she was a "player" or whatever.
Jennie didn't like this version of Lisa at all. She was wondering what happened to her , she was never like this.