Pretty Hurts - Erik KIllmonger x reader

Chapter 12

Erik's Pov

I look at my sleeping beauty, she is so damn beautiful even whe she sleeps. Her lips pouted and her nose scrunched up when she slept and I think it is the most fascinating thing in the world. I have seen international waters, traveled the world and seen different cultures and customs yet the only thing that mesmorizes me is this country girl from a trailer park town in Texas. What the fuck is wrong with me? Why am I even entertaining her? I dont even have the answer but one thing I know for sure is that I cant let her go. No matter what I do, the only thing on my mind is her....HER.

Mid thought I feel my phone vibrating and I answer it absentmindedly. It couldnt have been anybody but Santiago, him and Y/n were the only ones who had this phone number. "Ayo man whats up?"

"Look Kill, before you say anything just know I told the bitch not to do it." What the fuck did Linda do now? She was starting to become less of a partner and more of a pest. I just need to get through these missions before I exterminate this bitch myself. I hear Santiago hesitate. "What nigga? You got my attention now so speak." I look over my shoulder to make sure Y/n was still sleep. Her simple presence calmed me down and it was the weirdest thing. I needed all the zen a nigga could get right now so instead of moving I just stayed right there and carried on with business. I could tell she was a heavy sleeper anyway..

"Ight so peep. Tell me why your bitch decided to go to 5pints aka the bar where that girls mom works and she infiltrated the girls mother. Now they are having drinks tonight! Mind you, I told her to not do anything to jeporadize this mission! She was supposed to be out getting me a Whataburger because its my first time here in Tex-"

"Shut the fuck up nigga damn! Tell Linda to cancel that fucking date with the girl's mother or I will put a bullet between her eyes when I get back. I told her ass to stay fucking put. And I told you to make sure of that shit Tiago!" I realized that I wasnt talking so quiet when I felt Y/n stir in bed. I look and make sure she is still sleep. She is so I continue.

"I know man I got it handled though I just wanted to let you know. But dont go and kill her, we still need her expertise for operations. Just let it go and I promise I will make sure she dont fuck up this bad again. You on the other hand need to chill with the pipe you be giving out cuz this bitch over here acting like you gon marry her pussy or somethin mane" Santiago over here copping pleas and shit but I need to make sure I am perfectly clear with both him and that mistake named Linda.

"Nah, let it go? Nigga I aint letting shit go..tell Linda that her pussy aint runnin shit no more and to mind her fucking business. And when I come back I'm gonna have to show her who is in charge" I growl into the phone.

"Ight man, but on another note. The agency contacted me and said we have a week left to finish the job or they are sending in another Kill squad and as you know that wont go well for us or our reputations. I know you have some type of infatuation with the girl but we need to get this shit done. Time is money and money is everything, you know that better than any of us." He is right. I sigh knowing that I am about to change the entire course of this girl's already brutal life. Her telling me about how she lost her dad made me feel even more guilty. "Alright, yea we will do it soon. I'll be in touch." I hang up and sit there for a moment.

How was she still so pure and kind? I could tell that she was a genuine person. I remember finding my dad with panther claws in his chest. Im a real nigga and I can admit that fucked me up royally so I cant even imagine how it must of felt to see it happen and be persecuted for it. I just know that she is broken over it. That is a pain you never come back from.... I hear a yawn and I seen that she is finally awake.

AFTER THE ARGUMENT....

"Fuck!" I scream in a blinding rage. She probably heard what I said about Linda. Did she hear everything though? I fucked up bad and the crazy part is I'm less worried about the fact that I possibly ruined our mission and more about the fact that she heard me talking about Linda. The hurt look in her eyes when she got in the uber made me want to burn the world for her. I would burn it for her. Every last inch. I would destroy anyone who hurt her and unfortunately this time it was me.