love & hurt
"What's happening, sarocha?"
Patricia ask
I look around the venue and hold her wrist
This is now or never
"We're going to leave Patricia, I'll tell you "
My mother said it was a simple dinner but what I'm seeing is not like what she said
"Why? were here now ,so why we have to leave all of a sudden?"
I didn't explain to her what's happening now
"Your back now guys"
Mr Armstrong said and my father is with him
"U-uncle"
The two older men came to our direction
"Let's go the party is about to start"
Mr Armstrong said
"excuse me but Patricia can I have my daughter back now?"
My father said and Patricia nod her head and let go of my arm
"What's happening dad ? Did heng already came back ?"I asked
"No but freen "
He looked at me and he's worried
"Why ?"
"Nothing but no matter what happened just please go with the flow and try to understand the situation"
He said
"Ehem good evening "
Patricia father said he's in the stage holding a microphone in he's hand while welcoming all the guest
"Thank you for coming tonight "
All of the guest clap their hands
"Tonight is the big day and this night is special because my one and only child Rebecca Patricia Armstrong is going to be engaged with one and only....."
I looked around hoping to see heng around my cousin
"Freen sarocha chankimha! Please give them around of a applause"
I feel like my whole face drained after mister Armstrong said that
Patricia look at me ,like her I didn't know too ,I look at my father after that happened
"Please come here guy's "
I can't move ,I'll I think was Patricia, what's going to happen now?
I wanted to think that this all was a dream
I saw Patricia leave at the venue That's why I followed her
"Patricia-
Slap*
She slap me in the face
"How dare you ?you know this is going to happened right?!"
She's mad and she crying
"I-i know but--
Slap*
She slap me again ,I prefer this being hurt by her than being hate by her forever
I know that she will hate me forever after this
"P-please listen to me first,h-hear me out-
"No! I will never listen and I don't want to hear your explanation "
She leave at the hallway after she said it
After that encounter we've been living like we're stranger to each other
I don't know after Patricia runaway that day the next day after she disappear three days ago she came back and agreed to the marriage,she became different person after that , like she's not the Patricia I used to know
I woke up and feel like my whole body is in pain ,I can't move
I stay myself in the bed
I wanted to cry again but I feel like nothing will came out from my eyes no more
I want to lay in my bed all day but I know that if I don't move right away
Patricia will going to be mad again to me if I didn't do all the chore in the house
When my foot step on the floor and try myself to stand I almost lost my balance because my back is hurt from the bitting
All I did is to love her but all I get is being hurt by her the worst I got bit up if I didn't obey her or listen to her
"She hurt you again"
Heng Said I hide my Bruce in my wrist
"Why didn't you tell me that you will visit I didn't clean the house yet and I didn't cook "
I change the subject,I opened the door for him so he can get in himself
"Freen"
He called me but I didn't look at him and go the kitchen to cook something for him
"Freen why can you just divorce her and leave her"
He said I stop myself from cutting the onions and look at him
"Because I can't I love her heng and I can't afford to lose her "
I said and looked at him seriously
"LOVE ?! you love her dispite the fact that she's hurting you emotionally and physically?! You called that love ?"
Heng Said he's mad I know but what can I do ?
I love her
"YES!you wouldn't understand it because you NEVER been in love so you don't, don't act like you know everything when in fact you DON'T!"
I shout I didn't mean to say those hurtful words to him but my emotion came up because I'm to emotional right now
He came up to me and hug me I cried on he's shoulder
"I'm sorry"
I whisper while crying on he's shoulder
"No don't,I know that you've been stressed this days , I know that everything is not easy at is seem but please try to be strong freen"
He broke the hug and look at me he hold both of my shoulder and bend himself a little because he's taller than me
"If you need someone I'm here okay and if you need help just say it I will help you right away"
He said
I nod I'm thankful because heng is here for me ,I can't tell my parents what's happening to me because I know they will be worried about me
I just don't want to be a burden to them
"I'm sorry freen this all my fault if I didn't runaway that day you Will not end up here "
Heng said ,I know that he's saying it because he's worried about me
"No don't this not your fault, and beside if you didn't run away that day I will not end up marrying the woman that I really love"
He just shake he's head like he can't believe of what I'm saying
I just smiled at him and tap he's back
"I can't believe you freen ,you know that she doesn't love you but you still stay with her even it's hurt and hurting you ,your being martyr "
He said
"I guess,one day when you fall in love you will understand me"
I said he got up from he's sit and look at me in disbelief
"No I will never understood you freen ,even if I fall in love with someone,I will never let them hurt me and never let myself being martyr for them because I really them,freen if you still have a simpathy of yourself please,leave that girl now ,leave that woman now because I don't want you to get hurt anymore see being miserable "
He said and hold my both hands
"I think you should leave now "
We've both got shocked when we see Patricia standing at the living room door
"Patricia?"
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a wife (Intersex)
Romance[PROLOGUE]: I choose you because I love you but I didn't know that choosing you would be my biggest mistake but at the same time the mistake that I will always choose and end up choosing again and again because in this life it's you and in my second...
