trying
"Patricia?"
But she's not in her room
I think she's I work right now ,looks like she avoiding me
But When I get down I saw her in the big sofa lying there
"Aren't you going to work today?"I asked but she didn't talked to me and continue what she's doing
"Patricia"
I called her name
I saw what she's doing , she's playing our wedding ring in her finger
This is the first time I saw her wearing our wedding ring because In are five years marriage I never see her wearing it
"I just don't want too ,I'm the boss of my own company so no one will be mad by the way "
She just simple said
Her eyes is swollen and she have a big eyebags around the corner of her eyes
"Patricia you should go to work,all of your employees need to relay on their boss ,and you are their boss "
I said
I was about to go to the kitchen cook something for her when she got up
"Cook I'm just waiting for you to come down , let's eat"
She said and go first in kitchen
While we're eating
"Patricia about last night--
"We're eating sarocha "
She said
"But we need to talk this "
I said trying explain the situation
"And I don't want to talk about it done!"
She shout
"Why are you so selfish Patricia?"
I said out of nowhere,because right now I'm tired trying to get her attention so we can talk about our matters and problems in our marriage that we need to fix in the first place
She stopped from eating and throw plates where the food is it
"Your the one whose selfish here SAROCHA! your the one whose deciding,you didn't even asked me if I wanted the devorce in the first place you just talked to me one night and then boom,you will tell me to get us a devorce?!,is that the best solution that you have?"
She said I stand up too and look at her
"Bullshit Patricia! If the devorce is not the solution then what? tell me because in this marriage I was the one who always makes it works but you ?! You never try , Patricia if we always being like this,nothing will work anyway so why ?"
She held my hand
"Give me another chance let's give us a try sarocha please?"
She crying this is the first time I see her like this in our 5 years marriage she's not like this ,I always so her ask a cold and a stone person not this one ,like she's a fragile one
"Please "
She plead it's funny how the tables turn but can I still do it
with her? Can I still?
But I don't want to sacrifice my heart anymore
And I was really shocked more when she kneeled down
"Please, I can't I can't afford to lose you "she said while crying
And holding my both knee
"Patricia stop it get up please, don't be like this"
I don't want to see her like this it's break me
But she grip her both arms around the back of my knee
I'm trying to get her up but she didn't dare move to where she was kneeling
I stopped myself from trying because she will not let go by the way
"Please, I-i promise I will not do anything to harm you ,i May not promise to not hurt you again but I will try to never do that please, don't leave me sarocha"
"Patricia?!"
I catch her after she fainted
She's still crying even she's sleeping,she had a fever
"S-sarocha"
She keeps saying my second name and her had holding mine she didn't dare to let go of it
"Please don't leave me"
She keep talking while her eyes is closed, lay beside her since she doesn't want to let go of my hand I'm going to keep her warm so her body will not felt cold and feel a little warm
"I won't I promise "I kiss her forehead,this woman is my weakness I can't see her like this
I hug her tight because she's shivering from cold and hold loosened a little after I said those words
"Your really are the death of me Patricia "
I woke up when I feel like someone is looking at me when I opened my eyes I saw the pair of both beautiful eyes in front of me
I close my eyes and opened it again
"What time is it?"
I asked her
"6:30 pm "
She said
I touched her forehead if she's still hot she still but ,not as before it's so hot
"Thank god"
I said
"Your here"
She said and still looking at me
"I am why?"
She look down her face
"I thought you leave me"
I look at her
"Why would I? You have a fever I can't leave you here"
I explained
"So you stayed because I'm sick? If I'm not your leaving me?"
This time she's looking into my eyes, her emotion it's sad
"No,even your sick or not I'm still here "
I said she hug my waist and used my chest as her pillow
"Please don't say it again "
She said,her voice is calm now ,not like before shout and cold this girl beside me is now different like before my Patricia did came back
"Like what?"
I asked
"Devorce don't say it again, don't I just don't want you to leave me"
I can't help but to smile in secret
"Why are you afraid that no one will take care of you ?"
I jokely asked and laugh a little
"No , because I can take of myself but if you leave I don't think I can do that anymore,your the only person who always remind me to eat on Time,your the person who always tells me to never let myself get sick and always sleep on time and rest, when everytime
I pushed you away ,you still dare to remind me that you are still there no matter happened "
Her hug tightened
"I may not know what I really felt about you but sarocha please don't leave and wait for me "
I kiss her forehead and hug her too
"I will not promise anything Patricia but mark my word I'll stay "
I said our eyes met when she look up at me and I look down at her
"I love you"
I said she hug me tight and kiss my neck
"I really wanted you to say that always "
She said
"Really? Then , I Love you,I love you, I love you,I love you,my wife,my wifey,my bb, my darling,my baby shark "
She hit me with her had and laugh after I said it
"I'm not a baby shark "
"You are my baby shark "
I laughed we both did laugh
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