A little changes
"Sarocha"
She called but I didn't dare to look at her I'm tired I just wanted to rest and sleep because this whole day I feel like I'm so tired and my whole body is sore
I take of my clothes and just throw it on the floor and go to the bathroom to get some shower
"SAROCHA your not listening to me come here?!"but I just closed the door of the bathroom and locked it
I opened the shower and let myself being wet by the water coming from the shower
If I let her go will she be happy?
If I didn't love her in the first place will there be any difference?
If I just stopped this ?will it changed?
If this marriage didn't happened in the first place?
Can we still be a friends or more than friends?
If I could Turn back the time
I will let her go this Time, but I will still choose to love her but this time around I will let her to be with the someone she love
Nock* Nock* Nock*
"Freen open this door let's talk"
Funny that's the thing that I want to do in the first place but she never give me a chance to
After I'm done,I take the bathrobe that hanging in the door handle and wear it I open the door and look at her
Its funny too that everytime that I made contact in her eyes I'm shaking and scared but this time looking at her ? I feel nothing I feel like my inside is empty
"I've been looking for you but I didn't see you and I try calling you so many times but you didn't even damn answering your phone"
I just look at her while she's giving me her every kind of her expression whenever she's mad
"I told you before we leave the house that I forgot my cp on the side table of our room "
I answered like I'm just talking to some kind of stranger
She look at the side table and there she saw it my phone is in the table charging
"E-even though you should have do something all of this in the house were worried of you"
She looked away like she don't want to met my eyes
I just tiredly nod
"Okay ,can I just sleep cause my body is tired I just wanted to sleep
you too ,you need some sleep to you look so tired "
I just passed by myself to her and go our bed I took the two pillow and one comforter and blanket
"W-what are you doing? Where you going to sleep?"
She asked in her tone she's acting like she don't want me to go anywhere
"Here in the floor you don't want me to be closed to you and you don't want us to sleep in the same bed right? if you don't want to sleep it's on you I'm tired now can you turn of the light just opened the lamp if your going to do something important "
After I lay the blanket in the floor I lay myself and cover myself the comforter that I have and close my eyes
"You don't have to do that we can sleep in the same bed but not to close"
She said but I didn't bother to get myself up
"No thanks,we used to do this so let's just keep our self in distance like how it be"
I turn myself in the side so my back is facing her I just don't want to see her
Seeing her right now make my heart aches
"Freen Sarocha "
She called my full name but I didn't dare to move
"Please Rebecca just let me sleep I didn't bother so please do the same I'm doing you a favor so stop it"
After that trip in Baguio we've came back to our home
"I'll get our things in the car, you can rest a little because I know your going to work at 1 I'll wake you up"
I was about to go, to our garage but she stopped me by holding me in my wrist I look at her because of what she did
"Is there something that you want?"
I asked
"Why your acting like this?"
She asked this time her tone is calm not mad and not angry like everytime she sees me
"Acting like what?"
I asked
"This your acting like different person"
She said ,I hold her wrist and take it away
"I'm not Rebecca if you excuse me"
I coldly said and leave her there dump founded
I've watched tv all day since Patricia always tells me to not leave the house and not allowing me to leave the house
"I'm bord, all of this is boring "
I turn of the tv and got up from the sofa
I've than all of the thing in the house,I clean ,I cooked, I'm done doing the laundry,I've done everything in the house and still I'm not tired at all
I was about to go upstairs and just let myself sleep when I hear I car outside beep
I look at the window and there I saw her ,my wife
"It's to early why she's here now "
Most of the time she always makes herself being busy on the work of her own company
Because she doesn't want to see me that's why she's oftenly working at the company
She got out of her car I was about to go outside and go to her but I stop because I know she will not like it if she see me waiting for her
I got up myself upstairs
Since I've done cook for her and I'm done to eat I will let myself rest and sleep now
"Freen "
She called but I act I sleep ,I heard her footsteps with her heels
"Freen"she called but I didn't try to move but she keep on waking me up
"Let's eat I wanted to eat freen"
She said while trying to wake me but in true Im a wake
"Hmm~rebecca I'm done eating, please let me have some sleep"
I turn my back at her
"Freen"
But did still not listen
"Sarocha I'm serious here even your done you have to eat with me,now get up there "
She not asking it she's ordering me
I just lazy get myself up from the bed
"Okay okay"
I got up and leave to the bed
"Why aren't you talking?"
She asked
"Because you hate it when I did"
I answer her questions
"But you used to "
She said
"Well maybe we will have some changes"
I boredly said while looking at nowhere
"Sarocha "
She called
"Yes?"
But I didn't look at her
"Nevermind "
She pushed the food and leave me at the dining table
I just sign because I'm used to this ,her behavior
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a wife (Intersex)
Romance[PROLOGUE]: I choose you because I love you but I didn't know that choosing you would be my biggest mistake but at the same time the mistake that I will always choose and end up choosing again and again because in this life it's you and in my second...
