devorce?
"Mom ? Why did you called"I asked because THIS is the first time
"I just want to ask you a favor dear "
I got up from the bed
"What favor?"
"You know that I can't go to give your father he's lunch so I wanna ask you if you can come here in the house and gove this to your father"
"But mom , don't you think dad were to old enough to still eat in the lunch box?"
I asked
"You! What a bad child are you even how much older I am your father is still love to eat my dishes aren't you not doing that to your wife?"
I stopped on my track because of what my mother said she doesn't know what's the real thing between me and Patricia
"Okay okay, I'll do it ,I'm coming there "
Before she can say another word I hung it up right away
CHANKIMHA & ARMSTRONG CORP.
I get inside of the building all of the security guards greeted me because they knew already who am I
I just greet them and got myself in the elivator after the door closed I push the botton number of the floor I'm going
I got out of the elivator
"Thank you for the cooperation mister Yamashita"
My father said
"No worries Mister chankimha it's my pleasure"
They shake hands after that the other parties leave right away
"Dad"
I came to her direction
"Oh I didn't know you were going to came here are you here for your wife?"
My father ask but I shake my head NO
"Mom wanted me to give your lunch,she said she's busy so she asked me to deliver this to you "
I give her the lunch box were it he's foods it's it
"visit your wife too I know she wanted to see you too"
That's imposible because Patricia will never wanted see me
"No need dad , she's busy and I don't want to disturb her "
My father smile and give me I don't believe you-look
"Just visit her "
Dad said before he excuse himself
I frowned when I don't see her secretary in sit
"Where her secretary?"
I was about to get inside when I see that the door is open a little I look a little and there I saw her
"I shouldn't have myself get in here in the first place"
I just wish I didn't came here
I saw my wife kissing another man
"Miss freen"
I look at the secretary of my wife
"Are you--
I stopped her by signing my fingers in my lips so she won't bother the two people inside
"My wife is busy inside can you just give this her?"
She accept the small lunch box that I have
"Aren't you going in miss?"
She asked but I just said no and leave right away
After I get in myself inside of the elivator I silently cried there and breakdown
I cried myself out until I got myself tired,I just wish that my heart stopped beating for someone who doesn't deserve it
"I really what to hate you Patricia but how can I hate you when my heart wants you and I hate myself for that"
"Freen!!freen sarocha where are you freen?!"
She stop when she see me sitting at the sofa of our living room
I smile at her ,my eyes is still swollen after I cry
I asked her to sit beside me
"Sarocha what you see in the office? That's not how it looks like"
I just nod to her and smile
"Sit Patricia we need to talk this time no running away ,no going back and no trying to hide the pain away if we keep avoiding this matter,we will never get ourselves a chance to understand each other "
She looks exhausted but she still listen to me and sat beside me
"Do you still remember this Patricia?!when In our high school days ? You will go oftenly go to our house and we will watching movie marathon in my parents house ,in my room like this"
She didn't dare to talk and listen to what I'm saying
"I miss those days "
I didn't dare to look at her and still focussing myself watching the movie
"Freen"
"But I know that will never be happened after that , aftermath?
I keep asking and asking myself Patricia?"
I said
"If we did not got married in the first place can we still do the things that we always do? Can we still go back to those days that what we have me as your best friend and you as my friend?"
This time I look at her ,her head is down like she don't know what she's going to say
"All did is just love you Patricia I didn't asked you to love me back ,I didn't asked you to become my wife ,all I wanted in the first place is let's just act like what we still we are in those days ,like best friend "
I said,I wanted to cry but I felt like all of my tears were drain and dry because of what I saw
Everyday I'm crying because of her , everyday I'm always in pain because of her, everyday those days were really exhausted and exhausting and I wanted to stop this cycle
This never ending pain ,I'm so so done with this
"I really love you Patricia and I'm willing to do everything just to make you see being happy again and always remember this I will always love you no matter happened"
I hold her hand where it place on her legs she look at me she's crying too
"Rebecca Patricia Armstrong let's devorce"
I saw how jer face change to crying into horrifying like she can't believe on what I said
"If you still thinking about our grandparents contract,no don't need to worried about it , because In the contract we will have to get married but it didn't say there that we will not have to get annulment or devorce it means we don't need to get ourselves married forever,You can still have your life back Patricia "
I explained
"No!"
I got shocked when she shout no
"I don't want too "
She said and got up from her sit
"Patricia ,is this not the one that you really want? In the first place?"
I asked
"Who said I wanted that?!"
She leave me in the living room
"Patricia?!"
I called but she didn't dare to looked back after she go upstairs
I followed her in our room but she closed it and locked
I knock on the door three times
"Patricia please opened this door did I say something bad again,did I do something that you didn't like ,can you please open this door "
I continue to knock but she didn't open the door
"Please Patricia "
I plead to her
Because right now I don't know what I'm gonna do ,she always push me away and always tells me to disappear and leave her but this I don't get her ,I'm trying to understand her but she wouldn't let me
"Patricia"
I called her name again trying if she would hear me
"Patricia if your tired right now we can talk this tomorrow goodnight, please remember this I will always choose your happiness"
And then I leave the door
YOU ARE READING
a wife (Intersex)
Romance[PROLOGUE]: I choose you because I love you but I didn't know that choosing you would be my biggest mistake but at the same time the mistake that I will always choose and end up choosing again and again because in this life it's you and in my second...
