Lie
"It's been one week and I'm starting to miss her"
I said
"Tsk ,she's not going to live in Macau you know ?your acting like you could not see her forever freen"
My cousin heng said
Since I'm alone here in the house I asked him if he could come in my house
"Still I miss her you know not seeing her for one week ,how about two weeks? And it's killing me"
I explained I eat the cake that heng give me , before heng came here I asked if he could buy me a chocolate cake since I'm craving for it
Heng shake he's head like he still cannot believe on what I'm saying
"And she's not calling me I'm starting to worried about her "
I seriously said and look at my phone
I've been trying to wait to her call but she didn't called me back
Is she really busy that much that she couldn't give me a one call or text massaged
"How can you be sure that your so called wife is not the same ?in macau that country is to far ,how can you make sure that she really changed now that she will not doing something behind your back "
Heng said while drinking he's juice
"Heng stop it Patricia will never do that "
I defended my wife because even heng is my cousin I don't want her saying something bad to my wife
"How will you know huh? Your not in her side so you wouldn't know it , remember this and let me remind you freen once a cheater will always a cheater "
Heng said I look at him, he's making me mad
"Do you want us to fight heng why always making me overthink?
Patricia said that she would do something that will make me sad anymore so there's no way Patricia will do that "
I explained trying to pin my point but neng just look at lpme like she can't believe me
"You wouldn't know freen, words is not enough sometimes to hold to someone who's hurting you many times "
He said
"Heng why are you being like this?your Patricia friend too,why you badmouthing to your own friend?"
I said and look at him in sad
"Yes she used to be my friend and once a sister freen but look what she do to you ,I'm trying to explain to her your both situation but her mind is to close and don't want to listen look at you now , because you love her too much ,look at yourself,she just talked a sweet words your going back at her right away ,but when she hurt you ,you will come to me and end up crying because of her "
He explains
He's right about it when Patricia's always hurting me I always end up coming to him right away because I know that heng is the only person that can understand and help me
"Look at yourself again ,here you are Happy because she just gives you a little of her time but look at you being sad all of a sudden because she didn't call you ,freen you Know that your like a sister to and your important to me but seeing you like that....I don't know "
He said I know that he's worried but what can he do,he can't stop me because in the end of the day I will always end up coming back to Patricia arms in her side
"Please try to understand freen , I just don't want to see you suffer Anymore "
I keep myself silent because what he said is true
FOUR WEEKS AFTER
She lie again she said that she will be in two weeks in Macau and other two weeks have passed and she didn't return
Dad tells me dad Patricia said dad she leave early first
Dad thought that Patricia came back in Thailand first but he's wrong
I just tell to my dad that Patricia here in the house and I lie that she's been tired that's why she can't go to work for two weeks and dad and Patricia's dad being mad because she's not going to work and I myself keep lying and lying because I don't want tjerto be suspicious that my wife didn't come home , that she's still not here
"Where are you Patricia?I miss you"
I keep calling her mobile number but her phone is cannot be reached and sometimes her phone would ring but she will decline it and I don't know why
We're fine before she leaves to go to Macau so why she being like this
I asked her secretary, where could she possibly go and her secretary didn't know to because her boss said that,she will go somewhere and asked her secretary to on leave at one month and that's it and her secretary thought too that her boss did go home since she's the first person has an early flight that day so where could she possibly go?
Where are you Patricia did you perhaps leave?
"Patricia where are you baby "
I keep and keep on talking to myself and I'm sad because I don't know what To do I don't have a good night sleep because I keep thinking about her
while she's nowhere to be found here I am being crazy thinking were she is and where could she be is right now
"Why you always keep hurting me , all I ever do is just love you why are you doing this to me Patricia?!"
I shouted and lay myself on the big bed hugging a pillow in my arms
I don't know time did I sleep but when I woke up I saw the girl that I've been waiting for weeks to show up in front of me
I thought at first that I've been hallucinating that's why I closed my eyes again to make sure but when I opened my eyes again she's still there lookin at me
I got up from my bed and look at the woman beside me who's lookin at me longing in her eyes
"Y-your back?your really here?"
I said ,I can't believe it
"I'm sorry babe ,I'm back "
I hug her tight because I wanted to make sure that I'm really not dreaming
"I miss you , sarocha I really did"
She hug me too and kiss my nape
"I'm sorry ,I didn't call and didn't answer your call and texts"
She said while crying
I pulled myself away from our hug and look at her
"Why your crying?"
I asked she just shake her head sand said
"I just miss you"
She said and kiss me in my lips deep and pulled away
I wipe her tears away because she keep crying
"If you really miss me why didn't you came back right away "
I asked
"Because I have to make my work done and something else to do before came back here ,to you ,my home "
I just smile and and kiss her forehead
"Thank you for coming back safe my love"
I said and look at her beautiful face
"I'm not dreaming right? your here now?"
She touch my cheek and I feel her warm palm
"No your not "
She said
"Welcome back , wife "
I said
"Thank you for waiting for me "
She said
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a wife (Intersex)
Romance[PROLOGUE]: I choose you because I love you but I didn't know that choosing you would be my biggest mistake but at the same time the mistake that I will always choose and end up choosing again and again because in this life it's you and in my second...
