Still
NEXT DAY
"Freen why didn't wake your wife?"
I scratched my nape when my mother ask me
"Mom Patricia is not a morning person you know?and she's still tired of the trip "
I just reason because I just don't want my parents know that my wife hate it when I wake her up in the morning and it's make her more mad she see me
"Okay let's eat first"
My mother said and I nod and followed her
"Morning heng"
But he didn't give me a single look like he's acting that I didn't exist
"Heng can you help me with this one?"
My mother called to heng
"Okay auntie coming"
I know heng is still mad at me for siding to my wife even I know that my wife is wrong
"Heng are you still going to ignore me this whole day ?"
I asked him ,I just don't want us to be like this anymore
"Heng looked I'm sorry "
I said ,he stop himself washing the dishes and look at me
"I just don't understand you at all freen , after you married to Patricia I feel like you change,I felt like the person who's standing in front of me is a different person ,freen your changing yourself
Look at you do you even know yourself I bet you don't know anymore "
He said and he's right because me? I don't know myself anymore
Did I really change ?
"The food is ready,freen your wife is here"
My mother said
"The view here is beautiful and it's calming yourself from the stressed try to relax becky--
She's wearing an airpads and working at her laptop
Workaholic
"Rebecca Patricia "
I called her full name since she's wearing her airpads she will not hear me
"I love you "
I said and smile knowing that she will not going to hear that
"Your talkative "
She said ,she talk both of her airpads and got up from her sit and going to the bathroom
She leave the airpads in the side table
I took both of it and wear it
"There's no music "
I got shy all of a sudden because of that
"Stupid sarocha "
"Freen , Patricia since the two of you is here now why can you two both Rome around the Baguio this place is beautiful,I mean it will be your lost of you missed this place not trying to look around the places here your going to , Bangkok, Thailand soon "
My mother said
I looked to Patricia and was about to answer no when she stopped me
"We will mom but we need to talk to each other first "
I look at her still can't believe of what she said
"Okay "
My mother said
"Why did you said that?"
I asked her but she shrugged her both shoulder
"Your mother will keep asking it by the way ,so I made it up so she could shut up"
She look at her phone and start to do what she's been doing it
"And I'm going to meet someone here but before That let's followed your mother said it willbe our Lost if we do not Rome around this place,I'm going to the bathroom first to shower, excuse "
I want to asked her ,who will she going to meet after but I know that once I ask she will going to be mad again and I don't want it to happened
"look here Becca" I said but as usual she's keep her eyes on her phone and continue what she's doing there
All of our time together her attention is always on the phone if we eat ,going somewhere,she will just nod or just answered no or yes
Since her attention is always in somewhere I'll have a time to look at her without her knowing and I'm taking pictures of her without her knowing too and stolen pictures too
I'm happy that even she doesn't have her attention to me at least she's here with me
"Thanks"
I thank the surbetero after give me the ice cream that I buy to him he just said thank you too
I look around when I didn't she her
"Where did she go?"
I Rome around and look for my wife and still I don't see her
"Where could she possible go?"
I asked myself again
The ice cream melt in my hands because I'm still looking for her
I still look around
And after a decates of looking for her I saw her she's smiling happy with someone
I smile when I see her that way who could be possible make her smile that way I was about to go to her when I saw familiar person she's with
It's him
Her ex-boyfriend
Her first love
And everything the man tpand the person that she's truly want in the first place
She hug the guy and the guy do the same, their smiling to each other like there's no tomorrow
I smile but deep inside I'm in pain ,even I do everything I can to make her love me she will never see it because the person that she's been waiting for
Did came back
Even after all these years
I still cannot win with the person who belong her heart in the first place
Still I'm just I person who's begging for her love
I'm just a person who always chasing just to makes her love me
A desperate woman who just wants her wife to be loved
I'm so stupid,for believing that she will love me
I freen sarocha chankimha who's in delusional and believing that Rebecca Patricia Armstrong will be someday fall for me
I just laughed on my own stupidity
"You really always lost freen sarocha,your really are a loser freen"
I whisper
I just watched them as they leave on the scene
I just look at The beautiful sky and captured the beautiful blue sky
"Good for ,e that the weather is not as bad as it is "
I throw the melt ice cream in the nearest trash bin and wipe my both hands in a wet wipes
"Oh my god freen ,are you okay? We're so worried Patricia said that she didn't see you and she called us and asking and if you did go home but we said you didn't thank god your okay, Patricia's got worried to you ,you make your wife worried sick of you "
My mother hug me, I looked at Patricia's direction
I want to believe that she's really worried but I don't think so
"I'm tired mom I wanted to rest "
I broke her hug to me I just fake my smile so she would not worried to me I just don't want them to be bothered my parents and Patricia's parents
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a wife (Intersex)
Romance[PROLOGUE]: I choose you because I love you but I didn't know that choosing you would be my biggest mistake but at the same time the mistake that I will always choose and end up choosing again and again because in this life it's you and in my second...
