New Assistant

hurting 🖤

it was 9:50 when we arrived at the resort due to doing an interview after the photoshoot i walked in opening sienna's door realizing she was asleep she was curled up hugging luna,  i accidentally bumped my leg on the bed waking her up "oh sorry didnt mean to wake you" she sat up rubbing her eyes and her face "oh mr james your back its late did you just arrive" i was taken aback but still answered "yea i had an interview sorry was luna any trouble" "what interview"she said picking up her phone "uhh you dont need to watch" "oh why as your assistant i need to know" she said raising her brows i didnt want her to see me and laura acting all lovey dovey soo i grabbed her phone holding it in the air she looked at me before getting up and walking out the room my eyes followed her as she turned asking "tomorrow is the last day here right i guess  you should start packing from tonight i'll keep luna im sure you have business to talk with laura" she said emphasizing 'business' "not really i actually wanted to read the y'know the bible with you if thats okay" "are you sure i mean i'd love to read with you come on" her entire mood changed from  gloomy to sunshine in a matter of seconds. We were reading  before she blurted out "where is luna's mother" i was caught off guard "i really dont know she just dumped her on me" she looked down before mouthing an oh "so is laura her new mom or something" "what makes you think that" "well you are both engaged so i just thought" "who told you that" "was i not supposed to know or something you know i dont support cheaters and well you kissing me was still cheating and im no homewrecker and the bible verse youre reading talks about it" she said pointing down on the verse and it read "Adultery is considered a great sin (Genesis 20:9, Genesis 39:9). Maintaining a primary bond with one's spouse is essential. Failing to hold one's spouse as the most important human relationship is the beginning of problems"  "but he bible says we're supposed to forgive one another and i hold no grudge against you but next time dont drag me in your relationship" she said closing her bible getting up "its not that i never wanted to tell you its just i didnt know how and im really sorry for dragging you in this" "it cool after all im just your new assistant so i didnt really need to know" she added looking in my eyes "also you should go to bed so we can finish this competition thing and go home i have people i want to see" she said walking away i reached out to grab her hand but she just flashed my hand away "im pretty sure your soon to be wife is waiting" she then disappeared in to her room crap i thought rubbing my hands over my face i then left and went sleep.

i walked away after he grabbed my hand "its for the best" i told myself over again and again i sat on the bed i no longer wanted to cry over an engaged man while myself had a boyfriend i smiled bitterly before wondering the wedding date whatever im pretty sure i'll know as his assistant i thought climbing back into bed. 

i woke up due to luna crying i sat up pulling her into my embrace "you hungry well let's get some food into you" i said getting up making her a bottle of tea, after feeding her i smelt something "oh gosh you pooped didnt you" i said pulling her on the bed wiping her bottom and then taking her in a pan washing her off she splashed in the water as she giggled i then took her out realizing the time it was 5:19 "let's get you ready boss baby" i said putting her on the bed dressing her in a white dress i saw she looked so fluffy i placed her in her on the bed before rushing in the bathroom to take a quick shower, while i was washing off i heard her getting miserable i ran out wrapping  in my towel and running in the room my  wet hair dripping everywhere only to see lucas sitting with her in his lap "momaaa" she said reaching out to me i carefully took her so my towel would stay secure "morning" he said looking in my eyes "morning mr james id love if you could wait out there so i could get ready" he nodded walking out i sighed quickly putting on a green floral dress with sunflowers on it with some white shoes i dried my hair soon scooping up luna and walking out "im ready lets go" "have you eaten" he asked "yes luna has eaten" "im asking about you " "well i will soon" "nope" he says before dragging me to the car "where is laura" "we'll be back for her lets go eat" as much as i wanted to say no and walk away i found myself getting in the car now driving down the empty street we stopped at a cafe we sat down soon a waiter came and asked our order "I'll have a large fries with some nuggets with a cupcake and milk" i said soon the waiter looked to lucas who was supposed to order he wasnt saying anything i looked seeing that he was just staring  into my eyes "mr james", as i said that his faced changed and he cleared his throat " i'll have a black coffee and a chicken sandwich thanks" the waiter then left.

as she ordered her food i couldnt help but look at her she looked majestic and with luna in her lap she looked even more majestic i listened to her order and i dont know how to explain it everything she ordered complimented her personality fries represented her confused expression like the moment where she switched her face the other day nuggets represented how much of a real person she is she doesn't hide what she means and a cupcake shows her sweet smile and cheerfulness and milk would be her pureness that she holds soon she called me "mr james" i hated hearing her call me that i realized i was staering and quickly ordered after the waiter left she paid no attention to me only talking to luna who only responded with gibberish or just broken words the food then came and she just ate and fed the baby "so how are you" "ive been surviving" she said eating another fries "can we just eat so we can go back and laura i dont want her to get the wrong idea" she said before eating again i nodded soon leaving i drove back collecting laura and driving to the next location which was a university, we took pictures and even had lunch all this time she was either on her phone or playing with luna, laura kept looking at me and i tried my best to stay concentrated after finishing i congratulated everyone for their hard work it was only 5:09 P.M. when we drove back and started packing luckily i didnt really unpack so i placed mines and luna in the car, as i was going to check on sienna laura called me over so i could help her with her bags and so i did i then turned away but she stopped me "so you know when we get back we need to plan the wedding right and also our honeymoon" "yes i know and what about it" "well you won't be needing an assistant then y'know" i just walked away after telling her to get in the car in which she complied i walked into sienna's room seeing her taking luna off the floor before calling me over can you help with these she said pointing to her luggages i nodded before picking them up and loading them in the car we then took off to the airport as we were getting on the plane/jet i looked at her seeing that she was shaking slightly i was going to go over to her but laura stopped me "you do know you have to act like a man in a serious relationship  even in front of her and you dont expect to do that when youre all over her gosh" i just nodded as she took luna and sat beside me while sienna sat 3 rows behind us she was still visibly shaking but soon she fell asleep.

the plane then arrived and it was night sienna took her bags and left without saying anything to anyone the others drove back to their house, she sat at the train station waiting patiently the last train was supposed to arrive soon the station was empty and that didnt help her situation; since she went on this trip she was left in the dark and only had luna to comfort her as well as lucas whom she developed a crush on, this only tore her apart and she didnt want to disobey the lord or her boyfriend by jumping in another guys arms while still being in a relationship so she distanced herself from him cause she knew what  her flesh desired and if she caved in she would not only be feeding into sin but she'd hurt the one she loved, she sat as  tears were dripping down her face after she realized how messy the situation was and only hoped it would get better the train then arrived she got on and made her journey home; as she stood out of her house she placed a smile on her face and entered her family all welcomed her once again, she didnt mingle long but went straight to her room in which lily was talking on her phone the door opened showing her best friend with tear stains on her face "ill call you back" she said hanging up the phone "babe whats wrong" she asked rushing over to sienna who just broke down into her friends arms they hugged as she cried and lily just comforted her wanting to know what happened but didnt want to upset her, after couple minutes she calmed down and lily asked  and she started explaining and almost broke down again because she didnt want to be unfaithful, lily comforted her until she fell asleep lily sighed as she looked at her sleeping friend.