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fixing & healing??

so far the amount of girls in the friend group is five from right to left is  mika, sienna, amber, sofie, lizzy. 💋 thanks

my heart began beating on my chest  harder and faster than ever my eyes got glassy due to my tears piling up dearing to fall i looked down seeing their fingers intertwined she realized and dropped his hand but he grabbed it back locking their fingers together "aiden!? .... amber??" "you t-two what h-how w-when" i could barely speak due to how my breathing became unstable "sienna it's not what you think" "t-then what do i think" "dont lie amber she was meant to find out somehow" "Find out? a-are you two together" "n-yes we are" amber got cut off by aiden as he showed their hands i couldnt even speak i just walked away after looking at amber i paid the bill rushing out i could hear them behind me but i couldnt i just ignored them rushing home in tears but that wasnt good enough because they arrived ten minutes after me i was curled up in the couch when they entered seeing me "sienna let us explain please" she said with tears in her  eyes "you not me i have nothing to say to that cheater" he spat the word cheater as if it was venom "i-I DIDN'T CHEAT I WAS LOYAL TO THE END" "riiight okay" i took a deep breath before asking "how long have you-" "since august we met during july and started dating in august i didnt want to tell you since you were still hurting and i have liked him since university but you two were dating and i didnt want to interfere since you are such a great friend and after hearing you two split i was happy but i didnt mean to date him but after spending some time with him the feelings grew and i wasnt gonna let this chance slip away im selfish and i know but you can't step between us" she explained tears now streaming down her face aiden looked shocked to see "i-" i stopped thinking about what she said "j-just tell me next time stupid" she looked up shocked "i thought i did something wrong" i said hugging her letting my tears fall, she hugged back apologizing after a minute aiden spoke "damn you both havent changed" we pulled apart both laughing i stopped and looked at him "can we speak please i need to explain some things to you as i didnt get to do before" "sure let's go" he said ignoring me, we stepped outside leaving amber inside "listen i didnt cheat i wouldnt do that to you listen i loved you and i would lie if i said i still didnt but amber got you now and im okay with that" "whatever that doesn't explain the pictures or what you have going on sienna" "okay let me explain i did grow feelings for my boss but after realizing that i was technically still cheating just thinking about another man while dating you i distanced myself from him" "right okay what about the kiss" i took a deep breath "the kiss happened he initiated it but i pushed him away i swear i didnt cheat" "did you push him away because he had a fiance or that you were dating me" he asked looking in my eyes "i didnt even know he was engaged please believe me i dont care if you hold a grudge just believe me please" i say practically begging "fine whatever im dating amber now and i pray she's the one, the actual one this time and you are forgiven and im sorry for not making you explain" "its okay you were angry if my boyfriend cheated on me i'd be pissed too" "maybe you were placed in my life as a life lesson or a sign that God sent us" "Yea maybe it was good the time i had with you" "yes it surely was" he said before we both broke out in laughter "so you got a boyfriend" he asked and the question sounded simple but it was hard like i said i tried online dating but i couldnt get over lucas and i know i said i ignored anything doing with him but my dreams have been too much just his face and laughter so i couldnt move on "earth to sienna" he said snapping his fingers "oh uhh no im still single"  i said looking down playing with my fingers "your still stuck on him aren't you" "w-ha wh-o" "mr james of course" i could feel my face heating up and i knew i looked like a tomato "i am but hes married so ya i'll be good im good" "well you'll find someone" he said walking inside i looked up seeing a star blinking brightly "i pray i could be with you someday" i said before entering the house.

after couple weeks had passed everyone found out about amber and aiden and how he was my ex and all the drama we all hang out together me and louis still do our nightly strolls and we had three days off from work just to celebrate christmas, we would all be meeting at my house for a christmas party and aiden practically lived here he would sometime stay over or amber would go over and snow was falling pretty heavily but it stopped an hour before our get together.

"GUYS HURRY UPPP WE DON'T HAVE ALL DAY" amber said checking everything while me and aiden sat on the couch "you got yourself what heck of a woman" i whispered before getting up to walk to my room "OH NO YOU DON'T GET ME THREE MORE SIDE DISHES" i froze in my tracks before stopping to the kitchen hearing aiden laugh out in the room .... after they arrived she calmed down and i was shocked at how easily she switched from evil hardworking granny to sweet delicate host scary indeed i thought, we were playing some card games after we ate our first meal, we sat next to the fire playing truth and dares with the cards; "so mika truth or dare" she stopped to think before choosing dare "okay i dare you to kiss your favorite part on your partner she just rolled her eyes bending down and kissing his crotch area and then his lips, i stood shocked "damn everyone kiss your favorite parts on your partner i wanna see you guys" amber said before grabbing aiden and kissing his neck and forehead the others grabbed their partner and kissed everyone had a partner but me so i just sat there waiting for them to finish, louis had Sofie and michael had lizzy a waitress mika had louis and you know the rest i felt sad so i got up and walked away yelling "I'M OUT HAVE FUN Y'ALL"  "crap i-  you think she felt left out" "no heck sherlock she is the single one here" louis spoke up before walking out the room and knocking on my door "hey sienna you okay" "yea i am now i mean im technically not surrounded by kissy christian couples" "dont worry youll find someone dont rush God has a plan for you" he said ruffling my hair walking away.