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its tomorrow 😓😭

We were settled in our new home, i was in my room just reading the rule book i got from the hospital while amber was in the living room talking loudly with mika on the phone soon i heard a knock on my window i got up and looked out the window seeing michael, louis and josh "come on out lets hangout" "o-okay i'll be out- jump out the window we'll catch you" josh said looking at the others who nodded "uh okay" i responded carefully climbing through the window after finally being out i jumped down feeling myself being caught "why are you guys here and why did i have to jump through the window" i asked the moment i placed down "well i wanted to hangout and since you're one of us now why not do it like us" "you mean sneaking out the house" "yup we did it alot back in highschool and its fun to this day especially when your fiance realizes and calls down your phone" louise said running down the street "oh well then where to" i asked running behind them "dunno we just chill" i just stayed silent feeling the cold nights breeze blowing in my face my hair lifting up and blowing wildly, we ran and joked around until we reached a beach "waohhh there's a beach around here" "you didnt know" josh asked walking down on the sand "no glad i do now" i said joining them on the sand, the boys ran straight in the water wetting themselves in their clothes, splashing and just acting wild, i hesitated as michael called me over whatever i thought soon taking out my phone and jumping in the water my top and shorts being completely soaked i felt relieve,  i felt alive i felt wanted and i loved it i jumped up on louis back pushing him under water soon getting my karma as he stood tall making me fall under water, the others came out the water i got up and wiped my face laughing soon being splashed again as michael and josh ran straight into the water, we played some more before we sat on the sand just talking "so Sienna where are you from" "i didnt tell you" they all shake their heads "Im from brazil" "no offense but your features are not brazilian" josh said earning a slap from louis "oh im mixed korean and brazilian and well i got more of the korean features" "oh also i didnt mean you looking korean its just aren't brazil girls supposed to have like big boobs and big ass" i choked on air as i heard this soon tearing up from holding in my laugh "im sorry but what not every brazil girls got those bodies and well im one of the few that well dont have one" "what you talking about you got the boobs jus not the ass" "i laughed out as he kept using his hands and showing the curves "is this what you guys talk about all the time" "nope i just got curious" josh said "i actually have no prob with any body type as long as you're in good shape i mean no offense to fat girls its just that you shouldnt overeat and gain too much weight and become obese i mean gluttony is a sin and them doing that is committing a sin that can be solved easily" josh said sighing "wait you read" "we all do at times do you" "yup a lot actually and i totally understand what you're saying you can be healthy being big or small but dont think that if you're obese you need body positivity you need to get your life together, is that right" they all nodded "well race you to the sea" i said running back into the water as they all followed.

One reason the Bible warns us against obesity is that it's often a sign that food has become too important to us — in other words, a sign of gluttony. The book of Proverbs says, "Do not join those who drink too much wine or gorge themselves on meat" (Proverbs 23:20). 

side note: dont rush nor pressure yourself just try your best to not feed into this sin im not telling you to stop eating, still eat be healthy just try not to commit this sin Thanks and love you muah.

we were now walking back to my home soaked it was currently 10:20 P.M. and we decided to call it a night and since we had work in the morning we said our goodbyes as i opened the door and entered "I KNOW GURL SHE'S JUST- oh sienna when did out leave and why are you wet" "went out a little im going to bed" i said rushing to my room she soon started talking on the phone again, i just washed up and soon drifted to sleep.

I woke up due to a crash outside my door i jumped up hurrying to the door opening it seeing amber laying on the ground groaning "what happened" "i was walking to go for my morning run and well i fell over these flower pots here" "oh okay then" i then checked the time seeing it was 3:30 "hurry back" said as she walked off i went back on my bed pulling my phone off charge and going straight on social media seeing all the headlines 'WILL THIS MARRIAGE SUCCEED'

 'BIGGEST WEDDING OF THE YEAR WILL BE HELD TOMORROW WILL IT BE MAGICAL

' 'BEST COUPLE LAURA AND LUCAS'

 'THE CUTEST FAMILY IN HISTORY THE JAMES FAMILY SOON TO BE??'

  i then checked the date seeing that his wedding would be tomorrow i looked in disbelief as if i didnt believe it, i scrolled looking at all the images posted i looked at luna seeing her holding her father's hair just like how she did with mine i then looked at lucas seeing him smiling as he held her close i looked at Laura seeing her smiling while showing her ring, i felt a tear escaped my eye i closed my phone in a hurry throwing it on my bed i tried my best to hold the tears but i failed i just decided to take a shower, it was the first time i've seen Lucas's face in a whole week and im starting to miss him but i cant i shouldnt "you're the reason your relationship ended you big whore" a voice said in the back of my head causing me to remember that night causing me to cry out even louder than before not caring who heard.