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The door was pushed open and i felt myself get embraced in a tight hug "whats wrong" "its tomorrow he's getting married tomorrow" "who's getting married tomorrow .. oh that dude that you said caused your breakup" i just nodded as i was choking back on my tears "shhhhh its okay i got you, you got me im not gonna leave" she said soothing my back i didnt care about the fact i was butt naked bawling my eyes out on my roommate she seemed okay and was calming me down... after 12 minutes i was now just having a hiccup and my face was stained with tears "are you gonna be okay" i just nodded "take all the time you need go freshen up and i'll prepare breakfast" i just nodded as she walked out and i got up and took a shower standing under the water for a while before bathing after 5 minutes i came out eyes puffy and swollen i just walked out putting my clothes on soon calling for amber so she can take a shower, she came up telling me breakfast was ready before she left for the bathroom i went down eating my food as memories surfaced my mind making me smile bitterly and tears escaping once again i just wiped them soon closing my eyes to relax soon amber came down touching me telling me shes ready and that the uber was outside we grabbed our stuffs and walked out.

we were almost late for work but luckily we weren't everyone was talking and hurrying around i had a patient coming in for her check up i quickly went to change soon attending to her; the day soon came to an end with me sneaking out the house alone walking to the beach the wind was strong and still cold and the ocean was calming i sat down spacing out while playing in the sand "boy trouble" i heard a voice behind me i jumped turning around seeing louis "sorry didnt mean to scare you" he said taking a seat beside me "so?" "its nothing" "lets not lie we are all friends even if we just known each other for a week plus i know something is wrong" "h-how" "well you come in sulking instead of smiling and doing a little dance or twirl showing off your skirt or something" he said chuckling "well lets just say someone i love is getting married tomorrow" "oh yikes im sorry to hear that how long have you loved him" "and entire month of knowing him really but he was engaged and well hes getting married" "oh im kinda confused could you tell me the entire story" i nodded, so i told him everything and he listened attentively  "oh gosh that's a lot im happy you put yourself first and i could tell you're being genuine i mean you are no cheater and it showed in your story but this guy does sound like he has feelings for you just saying" "right well i feel sick just thinking about tomorrow" "how about we come out here tomorrow night to keep you busy" "i'd like that thanks well we should head back" he nodded getting up as we both walked back.

i stood in front my mirror as jonathan walked behind me with luna hushing her, she kept asking for her mom but she only wanted sienna i looked down remembering her i felt too much emotions for her both anger and love i was angry she left without warning and it's been a week i'd be lying if i said i didnt wish this was all a prank, my wedding is tomorrow and im just waiting for it to be over so the paparazzi can leave us alone and i dont have to hug laura all  the damn time i slammed my hand on the desk seeing jonathan looking at me surprised "whats wrong now" "nothing new" "dude you need to try and move on" "you think im not trying i've cried more than i have in my entire life because every time i do anything i see her face even seeing luna and how she behaves it reminds me of her i am trying my hardest to forget her trust me" "Maybe you should get laid dude i love you and i know you love her but i hate seeing you hurting so go out get laid feel good" "no thats a sin" "what" "sex before marriage is a sin" "then wait till you get married then you just do you and see luna is asleep so i'll be back  have a date with this well annoying sweet girl bye" i just smiled seeing him trying to help while trying to take care of me and luna, i walked over to luna seeing her smile in her sleep i bent down holding her hand as she grabbed my finger this reminds me of our first kiss i smile remembering as a tear ran down my face "damn sienna" i muttered kneeling on the ground.

i barely slept as tomorrow was my wedding day, i wonder what sienna is doing wherever she is i hope she's doing well, it was after 1 when jonathan came back immediately falling asleep weird he didnt smell like weed or alcohol, i spent two more hours just browsing the internet when i saw a notification popped up showing a photo memory i clicked seeing the photo of her and luna in the kitchen as she prepared her formula i smiled brightly just looking at it soon i clicked photos looking at the images of her and luna soon i had an idea and left multiple emails to some of my workers before going to bed.

i couldnt sleep i kept waking up i just decided to read a story, i read until my alarm went off showing it was time to get ready for work, i tried my best to not check my phone after doing everything i left with amber and went straight to work trying to keep myself busy during lunch we all sat and chatted and even though louis's wedding was coming up anytime someone tried to bring it up he would dismiss the topic and i was thankful we talked after my shift ended telling me when we should meet i just smiled walking away im happy i have such loving friends.