Why Me? (Adopted By Them)

Chapter 23 - I Really Fucking Like You.

Phoenix's Pov.

Drowning is not a great feeling when you know your dying. Yeah that's right, I'm dying. This is not great news, but my body is completely shutting down. All I need to do open my eyes but i cant. My body hates me. Have you ever drowned in your life? Ever been knocked out as well? Well put two and two together and there you have it. It's not a great feeling when your a dead girl walking. Wrong phrase Dead Girl Sleeping. I really want to wake up. I cant let everybody go through anymore pain.

Just wake up.

Ryan's Pov.

I sat there holding her hand. This was painful. To see her like this breaks me. I just want to feel her touch properly in a non pervy way. I love her more than words could say. But i just want her in my arms. The way she used to look at me. I miss that feeling. And it hurts so much. If you guys ever go through this pain or have been, then oh my god you are strong. 

The 5th day today. She has two more days to wake up or she is gone forever.

I cant see her like this. I leave the room, to only see Patrick walk in. 

"Hey, Ryan I was thinking maybe we should go to lunch?" He says to me.

"Sure, i was leaving anyway, I cant see her like that anymore. Well at least for now." I reply.

"Are you alright?" He suddenly says to me. 

"No." I start crying. Luckily we was in the car by this time. I was shaking. My body wanted to shut down. I wasn't letting this take over me.

"Ryan! Talk to me." Patrick kept screaming over and over. I couldn't talk, it was so hard to let out a few words such as I'm fine. My whole body didn't respond to what i wanted it to. I think I'm having a panic attack. 

We was in the car for about 10 minutes trying to calm me down. I just couldn't think straight. 

"Ryan?" I hear Patrick say.

I quickly turn to look at him.

"My Ryan, your eyes are so red. Its like demon eyes. Come on. Lets go inside Subway and go to the bathroom and sort you out. Okay?" All i manage to do is nod. 

A/N

Sorry i havent updated in a while and sorry this is short. I'm doing a oneshot book if anyone wants anything but no 1d or 5sos as not a big fan. Sorry. 

I literally couldnt be bothered to write anything. I grew apart from wattpad but i came back. Yay!

So how is everyone though?