Regrets and Mistakes

Chapter 10

Muna's POV
Could she be ? No! My subconscious pushed it off,she is only 15 I know she looks like a big girl because of her love for glamour but boys no I don't think she could be into such,I smiled at the woman who kept talking unknown to her I was zoned out" I'm going out for a walk" I muttered. I left work early because I was just feeling low,I needed some time to breathe,whatever was happening with my mother and sister had gotten me stressed,I went into my room,to change into something comfortable,grabbed a pair of sweatpants that samba chose for me,and a black tank top with my abs exposed a bit. My phone kept ringing,who the hell could be calling me at this hour,probably someone from work I did not say bye to anyone I just left hoping no patients needed me in the afternoon.
Hastings POV
My afternoon was so boring,there was nothing to do at work,what could I do to Escape the boredom I was having,I dialed her number using the office telephone ,it rang 6 times before she finally answered it" hello" you should have seen my smile,I felt so stupid smiling at a single hello like that " your office has been closed for some time,where are you" I asked plainly,there was some silence on her end" home" she finally spoke like it was nothing " it's 3 pm,you should be here working " I was enjoying this so much,I rubbed my temples as I anxiously waited for her to respond,I was craving for a broken scared voice that said I'm on my way sir" i will work tomorrow I am not well" well that was not what I expected but I smiled" where are you" I was serious." Why?" Okay,I want her to tell me where she is so I can magically appear and see her even if it's for 5 minutes but she is making it difficult the last thing I want is for her to know I'm going crazy,such women have brought kings to ruin,she is too confident to let her guard down but so am I,"I am your boss,I deserve to know" I do know her house address but I can't just show up there,I know she is not there" well boss I am taking a walk near my home " now that was the answer I was waiting for,I put the phone back on the table,jumped out of my desk,and carried my car keys. After what seemed like forever I saw her in Grey sweats and a tank top,she is more beautiful in simple clothes than smart clothes,I slowed my driving pace so I could admire her from behind,I couldn't take it anymore,I drove to her side" can I join you " her eyes grew wide,clearly shocked to see me there" why are you....are you following me?" She glared at me,isn't she beautiful? Whatever spell this crazy woman cast on me is working." So you've chosen to walk alone on the street instead of working " she ignored me,and continued walking,I drove past her and parked the car on the left side of the road near a shade,it was not very safe but me with I had to be with her at that time,"hey" i said under my breath hiding my smile," what is going on,how did you find me here" her face turned pale,something was bothering her I could tell,of course I have not seen her smile from the time I met her but this expression is new" are you okay" my voice full of concern.
Muna's POV
Are you okay " he asked me with a voice full of concern,I laughed a little before remembering my misery for all these years,my heart broke all over again,I felt my knees weaken,my head was spinning,I had the deep urge to burst out yell and cry on top of my voice,letting go of what has been bothering me all my life,no one has ever cared to find out how I've been no one has even asked me if I'm okay before At least not like that,but why do I care that this man here was the one who asked,he is just some jerk who was raised with a silver spoon in his mouth,he can not be with someone like me,I have nothing except my qualifications I've never felt love from anyone not even from my own mother,the memories I have of my mother are screams,mean words and complaints,being abandoned and being forced out of my childhood to care for her and my sister,men! Are the reasons why my life turned out this way,those two jerks ruined my life! I was consumed by my thoughts so bad,I squeezed the bottle of juice in my hands it broke leaving me bleeding,"Muna!" He yelled,I turned to look at him as he tried to remove the glasses out of my bleeding palms,pain is the last thing I felt at least not out of the glasses that cut through my palm. " come with me" he grabbed me by my arm taking me straight to his car,my eyes gazed upon the beautiful setting around it,the air in the car smelled just like him," are you okay " he held my hands in his palms,who the heck does he think he is doing this" what do you think you are doing " I angrily asked him pushing him away from me,my voice was breaking,he was as surprised as I was at my behavior ,it was a bit too late to reverse my actions by the time I realized I was being too harsh on him,his eyes were bloodshot at my words.