Regrets and Mistakes

Chapter 25

Muna's POV
He held my tight leading the way,his masculine body moved in a sexy way,his grip on my hand tightened when we got inside,the restaurant was Cosy,the chandeliers were sparkly,it's transparent floors showed both our reflections,there was a table with a sign post written reserved,it was a candle lit dinner,one I have never experienced before,when we got to the table he pulled a chair out maintaining his grip on my hand,the waiters were staring admirably,this was the first time I ever felt so safe,the waiters brought us the menu,I had no idea what the food written on the menu looked or tasted like but I was too embarrassed to ask him,I waited for him to order his food and told the waiter to order the same,when the food was served I could not help but moan to how delicious it was,the smile on his face said it all,how he felt in my presence and how much this meant to him. He asked me the dance floor,reminding me of the time he caught me dancing with his jacket how embarrassing was that,he placed his hand on my waist,I rested my head on his chest relaxing to the beats of his heart that were audible on his chest,my arms around his neck,we swayed slowly to thinking out loud by Ed Sheehan,before we knew it we were feasting on each other's lips,tongues and caressing each other,there was a strange feeling down there for the first time I wanted more than what we doing,I needed his hands all over me,he whispered in my ear as though he knew what I was thinking " want to get out of here",I shook my head in agreement,he carried me like a little baby in a blanket,my head was spiraling,what was in that drink,I guess there was some alcohol in it,I have never really taken anything like it before and I was too embarrassed to ask him the ingredients of the drink,we were finally alone in a room,did I know what was next? No! Did I want more than what we did back there? Yes! His eyes were ablaze I have never seen him like that before,he slowly pushed me to the wall,my favorite thing by him if you ask me,his hands held my jaws softly,he stood inches from me admiring my whole body with his gorgeous eyes,I was becoming impatient,I pulled him to my lips,our tongues slowly gliding against each other,his other hand went down to my left boob.that made me jump,the feeling was so good,he moved down to my boobs with his mouth slowly licking my nipples in a seductive way,I did not know such feelings existed,I felt my panties get wet,was I sweating down there,I hope they smell good in case he wants to touch them,I guess the term is "wet" like we learnt in biology during reproduction,I had knowledge about sex but not practical,i don't know if I wanted to do it with him but I was not thinking with my heart,my friend down there was making the decisions,he carried me to the bed Making me even more nervous,should I ask him what's next,will he think I'm damn,of course he will,I am old enough to know about these things,he was back to kissing my lips,my stupid thoughts disappeared,his hands went down to my dress ti unzip it,exposing my matching red lacy panties and bra. His eyes widened at the sight of my nude body lying there waiting for him to do whatever he wants with it,he slowly removed my panties with his teeth,I giggled at the sight of that,he totally ignored me,his face was buried between me,I grabbed his head unable to control the immense pleasure coming out of his circular movement on my member,he licked me up down left right,ahhh" I let out a loud moan,he lifted his head to meet my eyes that kept rolling upwards from the pleasure " you're the sweetest woman I've ever tasted" ooh so he has tasted other women,that comment made my stomach flutter but also made me jealous,another woman has been pleasured this way by him,he slowly lifted his body bringing his lips to my neck, his hot breath,sweaty body gliding against mine was driving me insane,he phone buzzed for what seemed like the hundredth time that night,we were too busy to ask picking up calls,I got a bit distracted when it rang wondering how my sister is doing,I was brought back to life when a hard warm thing for a lack of better word entered me,there was a combination of pain and pleasure,my face turned pale,he noticed " Muna,are you a virgin " he asked me almost running out of breath,I nodded my head,his face was full of guilt and pride," I wanted this,remember " I said trying to neutralize the wind between us,so what if it's my first time,his eyes fumed with passion as he thrusted gently in me,I moaned with everything in me,he collapsed on top of me minutes later,we both fell asleep.
Chumas POV
My husband's face was restless,i tried my best to avoid talking about Nicolas," Nicolas is dead chuma" he blurted,finally easing his chest from what has him congested for so long," who was he to you my dear,you look so pale " I moved closer to him laying his head on my chest," I need to ask you a favor,I have a lot to tell you but please come with me tomorrow and later in the evening I will tell you everything I promise "