Regrets and Mistakes

Chapter 12

Hastings POV
She turned her eyes towards my face to get a clear picture of my face,I finally have a reaction from this rock,her eyes are teary,are cheeks are shaking,her full lips are trembling " cold?made of rock" she whispers,there is pain in her voice" you have never lived a second of my life,you spoiled little prince,you have no rights to judge me or my actions,my reactions and even what my heart is made of" she is being mean right now but the pain in her voice is what concerns me,our faces are inches from each other" I...am sorry" I say barely opening my lips,"you're sorry" she says between her teeth,my hand reaches for her lower lip,she is shaking,at this point I'm ready for whatever the consequences will be, a slap? An insult? A resignation letter,I don't care,this here is what matters most to me,I raised her chin so her eyes could meet with mine,her look was no longer the cold girl I'm crazy about,this was a vulnerable woman at my disposal,who needed some affection and a gentle touch,I slowly moved closer to her,saw her as her pulse increased,she was so nervous just like a teenager " are you okay" I asked her,seeing her melt in my presence,I placed a little kiss on her hands,causing a shiver down her spine,my lips slowly moved to her lower lip,I gently bit her as she gasped for air,I waited for her to part her lips so I can devour her tongue,why is she acting this way,is my effect on her this strong that she cannot function well,I pulled out waiting for her reaction,she darted her eyes away from me in what seemed like embarrassment,I know it's foolish of me to ask her but I need to understand what is going on" have you not done this before?" She nodded her head in disagreement,no way,you've got to be kidding me,she's still innocent did I just introduce her to this,without hesitation I pulled her close to me,caressed her cheek in circular motions,I licked her lower lip gently slowly making my way inside her mouth,it tasted like the raspberry juice she had taken 30 minutes ago,she learns quickly does she not,she already devouring me like a pro,I chuckled in her mouth,she pulled out turning her head away from my face " I'm sorry " I flushed trying to pull her close to me again,she pushed me away and ran like she had seen a ghost,I was to blame,I should not have done that,maybe she thought I was mocking her for being innocent,I knew running after her could only make things worse,I hit my forehead against the steering wheel softly trying to process what had happened,the images came flashing in my face causing chills in my spine,she was the most delicious thing I had ever tasted,behind that cold,serious face and strong personality hid a tender,innocent and passionate woman,what will I do now,she will be the end of me,I should not be doing this,women go crazy after me not the other way round,why I'm I mad over a woman who sees nothing in me,why I'm I being too hard on myself let me try my best to act like nothing happened I will torture her so bad till she comes crawling begging for me to kiss her again,she disappeared from the street,I gathered my strength and drove off..
Muna's POV
What the hell was that,I kissed a man,my boss,I'm ruined,how do I face him after what happened between us,maybe I should resign,but I need this job,my face cringed at the thought of having no money to support my mother and sister,my mind was all over the place,I arrived home panting and very sweaty,I kicked the door open,something I have never done before,rushed to my bedroom ,closed the door behind me I slid down the door as the images of his lips pressing mine run through my head,I caressed my lower lip with my thumb just to relive the moment,it did not feel as electrical as it did," hmm hmm" someone cleared their throat,I gasped in shock to see samba in my room,shit! This is embarrassing ,did she see me do that to myself,does she know what I did,no way how could she,kids nowadays know everything ,why do I care " what's up with you" she asked placing her hands on her waist,I got up from the floor,wiping dust off my sweats." Why are you in my room" I noticed her eyes were teary" have you been crying?" She wiped them away to prevent further questions,I knew I would not solve anything if I came out harsh"hey,you can tell me anything " I put her hands inside my palms just like he did when that bottle cut me" what happened to your hand Muna" she asked. I led her to the bed so she sit" I'll tell you everything if you fell me why you're like that" my hand extended to her back so I could comfort her I had a feeling this was not going to be good" I am in love with someone Muna" my anger was building up slowly,why does everything about men have to come with tears,are the made of onions,I needed to stay calm so I could hear what happened " he sees me as nothing but a kid" I sighed in relief,at least it's nothing serious " he is right Sam... she pushed me away angrily " I knew it was pointless talking to you" she said before slamming the door.