Regrets and Mistakes

Chapter 28

Muna's POV
We got home,my tears were trying their best not to roll down my cheeks,was the man I gave myself to ignoring me,was he ashamed of me of that he did not bother to talk to me,he knows very well how much I am trying to support my sister,is this what people call heartbreak,how did I let him trick me,at what point exactly did I become this stupid,I always have my walls up,looking at my mothers experience with men I am never inspired to try my luck with them,why did I allow myself to touched lied to and manipulated by that stupid spoiled brat,He js obviously close to my boss,such elegance and sophistication can not be matched with us,I mean what could I possibly offer his family,he is right to be ashamed of me,I was in my room unzipping my dress to change into something comfortable,my sister was with the weird policeman who was turning into her friend,she obviously needs a friend I will not deprive her off that,it's the least I can do,I need to go and see mom at the hospital I actually feel guilty for not visiting her,I changed into a shorter dress,with two frills,I carried crossed bag around my waist," Jorge...can you keep samba company..if you don't mind..." why? So you can disappear again and appear the next morning,I don't know if you've noticed but this new growing up of yours is slutty" she rudely said,I felt angry but she was going through something I did not want to add to her pain,I ignored her,staring into Jorge's eyes who was begging me to just go with his brown eyes,I nodded and banged the door behind me,I was still facing the door when I hear him yell" what the fuck Muna" he yelled,walking towards the door,this is confusing so he does that to me,leave me alone in a strange place,does not communicate with me the next time I see him is at a funeral and now he is at my house cussing at my doorstep,"I saw you at that guy's funeral,with him" is this some kind of sick joke,so his concern is Jorge and not me actually,this is sickening and I will tolerate such from him,I guess this is me being done,I glare at him before I begin walking towards the taxi rank," Muna! Muna!" He yells,he has his ego crashed he can't contain the feeling of not being on top of the world,I like this,I am actually enjoying this,he forcefully pulls me to his chest, our eyes meet, shivers are sent down my spine,my heart is beating slowly,with every touch he heals every broken part of me,why does this man this much impact on me,why does my brain suddenly go mute when he touches me,his hand slowly moved up to my jaw line,my lips are dry,he teases me with his eyes before pressing his lips against mine,my knees are betraying me,he pulls away keeping his eyes focused on my lips,this man will be the end of me I swear,but I like whatever is happening here" can you forgive me baby" ooh okay so we have gotten to this level" baby" i shyly repeat after him," yes" he pulls his lip between his teeth,I move my hand on his chest in circles" I do not like what you did,are you ashamed of me Hastings " I ask him hoping for a positive answer of course,who wants their first boyfriend to be ashamed of," there is nothing in this world that has me walking with pride that knowing I am your man baby" you know where the stupidity lies? When what you're being told at the moment has you forgetting what you experienced a moment ago,this is what I mean when I say this man will be the end of me,I ignore my subconscious who's trying to remind me of the pain my heart experienced,I need to ask him the relationship he has with those people those are our bosses,does he live in their house? My thoughts are interrupted by his grip on my hand leading me to his car,there we go again,our drive is filled with lots of funny stories,he tells me about his time at college and how the girls were crazy about him,that has me a little jealous but I cannot express it,he pulls into the driveway of the hospital,he holds my hand as we enter moms ward,my mothers expression at seeing him is shocking,she becomes uneasy,sweaty,anxious,like she is trying to say something" I did not know she was out of the coma" he asks with concern,it's like the news has him surprised,I ignore all that and move towards mom to try and calm her" what's wrong mom,are you okay " he rubs his hand on my back,I turn to smile at him,i then leave to talk to the doctor in his office,I leave him with my mom.
He plants a kiss on my forehead before I go.
Samba's POV
Jorge and I are in the living room having some take out food he ordered,apparently my sister has been to busy to notice their is no food in this house," what's new though" I ask shoving food into my mouth," So far I discovered how mr mweemba and his best friend sibeso found Nicolas and hired him,also I have put his sister in tight security wards so she is safe,According to the reports I received,she is back to reality just needs some therapy. I am so relieved to hear his sister is okay,I hope I can meet her one day.