I opened the link Emma had sent earlier. It leads to a sketchy looking site. It says Pro ana at the top. I open the menu; thinspo, tips and tricks, stories, motivation, blog. I click on the thinspo first. It leads to a page full of pictures of really skinny girls. You can see all of their bones. I pull at the skin of my belly. I suddenly get this weird sense of jealousy. I feel the tears forming. Next I click on the tips and tricks. I scroll trough them, learning new things about food. When I close the site, I realize I am crying quietly. I get up from my bed and stare at myself in the mirror.
I wake up around noon. I'm suprised the boys haven't woken me up yet. I put a sweater on and walk downstairs. The boys are not around. I walk into a kitchen and make myself a cup of coffee. While I'm waiting for the coffee, I notice a piece of paper on the countertop. I grab the paper and read what's on it.
Dear Kat,
We are meeting up with some friends. I think we'll be back around five. Remember you are still grounded. Don't even think about leaving the house. We'll find out.
Kisses,
Harry
Nice. I have this big house to myself for about five hours. I pour some cereal in a bowl for breakfast. I stare at the cereal. Is that too much? I scoop half of the cereal out of the bowl and I put it back in the box. That's better.
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Never enough
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