Chapter 11

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Louis and I were sent to the supermarket to get some groceries. 'Can you get a bag of crisps?' Louis asks. I make my way to the crisp aisle. When I want to grab a bag, my gaze falls on the amount of calories. That's a lot. I compare several kinds of crisps. I didn't know there were so many calories in them. I feel a kind of panic come over me. 'What's taking you so long?' Louis asks as he walks over to me. "Can we get some popcorn?" I ask. 'Sure, grab whatever you want'.

'Kat, dinner!' Harry says. I walk down the stairs and am greeted by the smell of pizza. Shit. "I didn't know we were eating pizza" I say as Niall hands me a pizza box.'Why what's wrong with it?' Liam asks. "Nothing. I was just surprised" I say. I open the box. The grease stains on the pizzabox makes me feel sick. I doubtfully grab a piece of pizza and I take a bite. It tastes really good. I eat the rest of the pizza and help the boys with cleaning the table. As I walk back to my room, I get an intense feeling of guilt. What was I thinking? Why did I eat that?  I walk over to the scale on the bathroom floor. 118 lbs. I get a nice warm feeling in my stomach. I lost some weight! I have to keep this up. 

I walk into the store and open the picture that Emma sent me. I walk towards the medicines and look for the same green box as in the picture. Laxatives. That's the one I need. I take a quick look around me to see if anybody's watching me, but no one pays attention. I grab the box of laxatives and walk towards the till. I can't help but feel embarassed, but the cashier doesn't even look at me. I quickly pay and leave the shop. I did it! I can't stop smiling. I'll be losing weight even quicker now!


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