'Are you coming for dinner?' Liam asks as he stands in my doorway. The boys decided to let the breakfast incident go, but they did give me a full speech on the importance of food. I reluctantly get up from my bed and follow Liam downstairs. I take a seat and grab some pasta. 'Is that all?' Harry asks as he's eyeing my plate. "I'm not that hungry" I mumble. 'Remember what we talked about this afternoon' Liam says as Louis grabs my plate and adds some more pasta. I sigh as I see the big amound of food on my plate. I'm not eating al of that. I move my food around so it looks like I ate some of it and try to distract the boys so they won't notice, but the they won't have it. 'Kat, eat your food' Zayn says strictly. I slowly take a small bite of my pasta and I suddenly feel very hungry. I eat my pasta and it feels good to have a full stomach.
I'm in my room when it suddenly hits me. I ate a lot. I rush to the scale and weigh myself. 112 lbs. No! I have gained weight! I am so stupid! I start to panic. Tears fill my eyes. I look at myself in the mirror. It looks like my belly and legs have already grown bigger now. I can feel them growing. It makes me feel sick. I look around and see my razor. I wish I could cut all the fat off my body. I take the razor and make a line down my belly. For a moment I feel nothing. The stress and panic from just now is gone. Until it comes back and worse than before. What have I done? I walk to the sink and I clean the wound.
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Never enough
FanfictionKat is a 16-year-old girl who has been adopted by One Direction since she was 10. She travels a lot with the boys and loves her life, until the boys decide to take a break from the band. Kat's familiar life changes and she is desperate to find herse...
