Why her? |Jude Bellingham x Reader|

21.

Y/n's POV

-HE'S A DICKHEAD, Y/N! JUST LEAVE HIM BE IF HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU.- Camy protested. I was bawling my eyes out and had a spoonfull of mint and chocolate chip ice cream in my hand. It was depressing.

-It's not that easy. I don't know what I did wrong.- I said lowly while putting down the spoon and pot of ice cream on the bedside table.

-Listen, you did nothing wrong, alright? It's just Jude. Now don't tell me it's impossible to date someone just because of football. Please, even Phil is all moody and diferent for some stupid thing.. I know it was horrible and, yes, it happened. But I didn't mean to, it was an accident and I love him so much so if I lose him for something that I did, which I didn't even want to do... I don't know anymore..- She kept ranting, which I like to hear, it shows how trustworthy I am to her.

-But Phil is going to take you back any moment now. That's the difference between me and Jude compared to you and Phil.- I sighed and looked at my phone light up with a message.

-I don't know..- She got up from the bed and walked over to the kitchen, we were over at Kylian's hotel room. He said it was fine anyways.

I look over at my phone and tap on the message notification, it was Rúben.

Rúbenzinho ❤️

Olá, Y/n! Are you and Camila coming to watch us play against Ghana then?

Rúben! Yes yes, of course. We will see you guys there...

Hey, also, there are rumours about you going around social media. Check Twitter...

Rumours? About what, exactly?

I'll send you a print...

It's everywhere, Y/n...

Rúben..I'll talk to you later

seen

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WHAT THE FUCK?! Why is this going around? It was me last night going home..after Jude had his stupid turn around... Kyks was the only one there to actually care.. I mean, I called him and he picked me up.

I quickly ran to the kitchen and shoved my phone in Camila's face for her to see the printscreen.

-What the..- She tried to push my phone away but quickly realised what she was looking at. -WHAT?! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!

-Exactly what I need to know. A shit paparazzi took a picture of me and Kylian last night and now its going around EVERYWHERE. And the problem is that a few days ago the rumours of me and Jude dating were going around aswell... What if people start saying I'm a slut or a whore?! LIKE, HOLY SHIT.

-Woaaaa calm down.- She's right, I need to calm down. My anxiety was slowly increasing and I was shaking everywhere.

-Jude is going to think I never loved him.. is that why he broke up with me?- I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I fucking couldn't because I have cried so much it's like nothing hurt anymore. But the truth is, it hurt. It hurt like hell, but I just couldn't show it anymore, my face was blank.

-Y/n? Just forget Jude for a second alright? He's not the center of the world.- For me, he is..

-Right, uhh..Rúben. He asked us if we are going tomorrow to watch Portugal.

-Oh, hell yeah! So you can go and meet your childhood crushhhh.

I know who she's talking about. It's João Felix. My dad is close friends with his dad, that's why João got into football, and in this case, so did I.

Since I lived some of my life in England and the other in Portugal I had loads of friends everywhere, honestly. But the "childhood crush"... not necessary. We are just friends.

‐Yeah, right. Felix. I do miss him, but he's just like a brother to me. PLUS, he's dating Margarida Corceiro, or whatever her name is.

-What do you mean, whatever her name is? We went to school together with her in Portugal.- Right, when we went back to Portugal for 2 years we had school, forgot about that.

-I don't like her, okay?

- cough cough jealousy.

-I am NOT jealous of them. She's just not my type of friend, she's too full of herself.

-So is Jude..- I mean she's not wrong..

-I thought you said "forget Jude".

-Yeah, but saying that was stronger than me.- She laughed and hugged me tightly. -Wanna choose a beautiful dress for tomorrow? Let's go and make all the boys drool over us!

-I don't know if we should...

-Why not? We are single girls right now. Cmon, don't be a party pooper.

I smiled and walked with her to the room. -Fine, fine!

{Heyyyy beautifuls! I might start posting short chapters and post quicker than making long chapters that take a week, Haha. Love you guys <3}