Why her? |Jude Bellingham x Reader|

22.

Jude's POV

Finally, some time to rest. I was over at Phil's room right now.

-So..what happened between you two?- I asked curiously.

We haven't spoken properly since the last game, so we thought this would be a good time to catch up.

-Well..When we left the pitch I went looking for Camy.. I found her hugging Saka and then..yeah. They kissed.- He paused for a second. -I couldn't really tell if it was by accident, plus, I couldn't bare hearing her at the moment. I was exhausted.

-So..have you spoken to her, yet?- I asked him.

-No..not yet.

-THEN WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR?! SHE'S A KEEPER, BRO. YOU LOSING!- I screamed at him jokingly.

-But..But I..- He started crying. Bro, what the hell?

-I swear to God, Phil. I'll give you a better reason to cry if you don't fucking go and talk to her.

-Alright Alright! I'll go.. Just, let's change topic. You and Y/n, how are you two doing?

-Well..as good as you and Camila are..

-WHAT?! DON'T TELL ME SHE BROKE UP WITH YOU!

I shook my head and sighed. -No, I broke up with her.

-Holy cow! You're a big lump o'shit, that's what you are!

-What?! Im sorry, but I had to!

-For what reason?!- Yeah, the reason..

-Well..I thought we need some time so I could.. focus on football.

-Yeah, don't bullshit me. Tell me the truth.

-Right, sorry...I feel like...maybe I'm not good enough for her. She always has boys trying to get her, Neymar, Rúben.. and even fucking Ninja Turtle! It's ridiculous, have you looked at them compared to me? I'm completely screwed! Done for! I'm flabbergasted!

He laughed, -Flabbergasted?

-Yes!

-Look, you are the only one that treats her right. Rúben is just a friend, Kylian is a pussy and Neymar is a dickhead. You win..- I mean..he's not wrong.

-But what if she finds someone better? It's not hard to, anyways...- I sat down on the floor and groaned.

-Look, just go talk to Y/n! Im sure you will work something out.- It's true, I do need to talk to her, but it will be weird, she is going to kill me.

-I know..and I will..I just need to know what to say.

-Cmon, we need to look for them. Send messages or something, see if they reply.- He got up and ran around to find his phone.

This is going to be a long.. long day.

Y/n's POV

We were over at the stadium where soon Portugal and Ghana were going go face eachother for their first game of the world cup.

I was outside the Portuguese national team changing rooms, me and Camy looked stunning. I had a short black dress and she wore a beautiful tight blue dress.

-Camila! Y/n!- Right, we weren't there for the game. At least, not yet. We were meeting up with Rúben and João before the game. They told us they would take us to the stadium cabins, since we haven't been in this one yet, we were somewhat lost.

-Rúben!- She ran to him and hugged him tightly. Right, I forgot how close they were aswell.

-Y/n..- It was João. He walked over to me and smiled. I looked him up and down before giving him a little hug.

-Hi, João.. I missed you.- It's true, I did miss him, but I also never had the chance to reach him and speak to him again.

-So did I. How have you been?

-Great..Just great.- I swallowed dry and waved at Rúben. He waved back and smiled.

-Well, let's go?- I asked, which they all nodded their heads to.

Minutes Later

We stood in the cabin's balcony, staring down at the stadium's pitch. It looked so peaceful and quiet. All we could hear were whistles and other types of supportive noises from fans outside the stadium. Other than that, it was super wholesome.

-Guys! It's time for the BeReal! Let's take a picture!- Camila turned and smiled. We looked at eachother and joined together, making stupid poses for the photo. I put two of my fingers up, like rock symbol, João did the peace sign and the other two put their middle fingers up. 

Once the selfie was taken Camila pointed her phone to the pitch, so the other side looked just as pretty as us. She posted it on BeReal but soon posted it on Instagram stories too. 

I posted it on my normal Instagram post, it got loads of likes and comments. Some good comments...and some bad. I privately told Camy about it, people (mostly fan girls) calling me a slut and saying I get all the football players.. I know does are just stupid fan girls, but still. I know I'm not with João but yeah... they always think otherwise.

-Ignore them, please. They don't deserve your attention.

-Right, you're right. Maybe I should delete the post, or remove the comments..- I said while blocking the comment section and only leaving the nice comments, mostly from my friends.

Jude's POV

-Fuck, not my fucking teammate! Check Y/n's instagram...- Phil looked at me with worried look. I did as he said, grabbed my phone and tapped the app. I didn't have to search her account, the first post that pops was her's. She was with João Felix (??? what the fuck), Rúben and Camy. Damn it, Damn it, Damn it!

I'm losing her. No no no no no, please please please.

I have to do something, I can't let her go. Not now. I need her... shit.

-Mate? You..You alright?- I look at Phil and saw tears rolling down his face. Damn it, what these girls do to us..

-Fuck, I'm..I'm fine.- I grab my phone, pondering whether I should call her or not. Fuck it.

(Another short chapter, but next one will have loads, AND I DO MEAN LOADS, of drama ;) byebye)