Why her? |Jude Bellingham x Reader|

19.

Camila's POV

The game just finished, me and Y/n headed down to the locker rooms to congratulate the boys.

I noticed her and Jude together so I tried to leave them alone so they can have their conversations and went looking for the others inside the changing rooms.

I didn't see Phil, maybe he was still outside by the pitch.

-CAMY!!- It was Bukayo, one of my best friends ever, after Y/n of course.

-HEY!! I'm so proud of you! You played so well, and those goals!!! Oh my days!- I smiled widely and hugged him tightly.

He was all sweaty and warm, but it doesn't matter, a hug is a hug! But it wasn't just it.. I was about to turn my face to kiss his cheek, and thats when he did the same.

In shock, I quickly moved away and gasped. I wasn't expecting that to happen, not at all! Fucking hell, I wanted to die at that moment...

-Oh, just great..

I hear a voice as I turn my head to see Phil at the door. Suddenly, the room goes quiet and the tension gets too big.
This looks just like fucking movies...

-Phil, I..

He left, shouting and saying he didn't want to hear any of my nonsense. Obviously I had to follow behind, I wasn't going to leave him without an explanation. That would be even worse!

-Phil! Please wait!

-Leave me alone.

-Please, let me explain! I swear I didn't mean to do that! It was an accident.

He stared at the floor, silently.

-How do you accidentally.. kiss someone?- He said lowly. -Listen, if it really was an accident, explain.

-..Basically, I was looking for you but didn't find you anywhere. I went to congratulate Bukayo and all, and then.. that happened. I was supposed to kiss his cheek, I SWEAR! We just..had the same idea.

He shook his head in disbelief.

-You know I love you, and YOU only..

I walked closer to him and held his hand. -And if you don't believe me about what happened, asked the others. They all saw what happened.

-No. I believe you.. I just, I mean, I still can't believe everything. We won a game, I was completely shocked and grateful, then suddenly, all those feelings were replaced with disappointment and regret.

-Regret?..

-...listen, we'll talk later, alright? Im just tired and need go rest.- He said while rubbing the back of his head.

-Alright..Im sorry again. I'll see you later Phil.. I love you.

-Yeah..- He slowly walked away from me and left. I stared blankly at the floor, wondering what the hell had just happened in the last two minutes.

Y/n's POV

I woke up, I felt anxious because of yesterday. Me and Jude went completly wild last night, after the scene in the car we headed to his hotel room and finished the little 'conversation'.