Why her? |Jude Bellingham x Reader|

24.

Y/n POV 

Eventually the game started, and in a blink of an eye it was half-time, with no goals or anything of that type. I must say, it was boring.

We weren't giving it our all, and that pissed me off. We can do so much better, and I know it!

Camy had returned before the game started, but I noticed something was off. Plus, she had hickeys on her neck... now I'm sure Phil wasn't the one who did that..

When we had the half-time break I walked back inside my cabin, with all the curtains down for some privacy, and noticed a notification on my phone. It was a message from Jude.

I rolled my eyes, thinking it was a stupid romantic text, but no, it was a screenshot of a message.

-What the hell?- I whispered to myself after reading it.

Jude ❤️

Hey, Listen. I don't know what kind of joke you are trying to make, but that's not funny.

Who sent that to you?

sent now

Shit, he was at training now, I completely forgot. I think he will leave soon anyways...

-Y/n! I have to show this video of the boys in the locker rooms! Rúben sent it to me before the match started. It's crazy!

She gave me her phone and it showed all the boys playing truth or dare. They are so stupid. The sound of the video was low so I gently pressed down on the volume button.

"Truth or Dare, Joao?" Asked Cris to Felix.

"Truth..?" He replied.

"Is it true that you are trying to get with Y/n??"
"OHHH!" everyone started shouting and the video ended there.

-Well, did he reply?- I asked confused as hell.

-I don't know..but if he didn't he had to do the dare.- Camila laughed a little and put her phone away.

I was about to mention something when I heard a whistle.

-Shit, the game is about to start. C'mon!!!- I told her as I got up from the couch and went to the balcony.

- WOOOOO, VAMOS PORTUGAL!- She screamed by my ear, making me jump.

The game got progressively better, for us. Finally we could make the 1-0 by a penalty kick from Cris at the minute '65. We were screaming like crazy, and this was just the first game.

Some minutes after Cristiano's goal, Ghana scored.. making it an equaliser 1-1. I can't believe this match will end in a draw.

It was the minute '75 when I recieved a message back. It was Jude, obviously.

Jude ❤️

What? What do you mean 'Joke'?

Plus, I'm the one that should be asking who sent this. It's an unknown number, If you couldn't tell...

*Unknown number*

Hold up then. Let me see.

seen

I looked at the number he sent me and looked for a similar number, but before I could do so, the stadium erupted into cheers. I looked up from the small screen and saw that João scored.

-Oh! OH MY GOD!- I cried in euphoria.

I stared down at the tired boys running and celebrating, finally making it a 2-1.
I couldn't see with my own eyes, since I was so far away from where they were, but when I looked up at the big screen I noticed João making the first letter of my name with his hand... AND BLOWING A KISS TO THE CAMERA. HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT.

I rapidly go back to my phone and scroll through my contacts and.. shit. It was João's number. I can't tell Jude I know... I can't tell him it was João, he will kill him. Plus, why would Felix ever sent a message to Jude like that. HOW DID HE EVEN GET HIS NUMBER?!

I tried to calm myself down and looked inside the cabin room, landing my eyes on a glass full of champagne. I mean, it's better than nothing, right? I sternly walked down to the table and held the elegant glass in my right hand while holding the phone with my left.

I smiled at the rose-ish liquid and chugged it down like I haven't drunk anything for days.

-WOO THAT'S FRICKIN' AMAZING.- I laughed and carefully placed the glass back on the table. 

Once the game ended, 3-2 to which Ghana nearly scored the equaliser because of our stupid goalkeeper, I left running towards the hotel. I must say, I missed him... but I couldn't show that, not after what he did.

I walked inside the hotel and used my elevator key ( Jude had given me some days ago) and walked up to his hotel room. 

I sighed lowly and looked down at my feet. Calm down, Y/n. It will be fine, it's just Jude..

*knock knock*

Uh..is he home? It took him about a minute to open the door.

-Y/n..- He pulled me into an embrace and held me tightly. I missed his hugs, his kisses... everything.

-J..Jude, I can't breathe!

-OH, sorry!- He laughed a little and let go. I shook my head slightly and walked in, sitting myself down on the couch.
-So, wanna drink something?- He asked as he leaned against the door frame.

-No, I'm alright..- He smiled and sat beside me.

-Listen, I want to start off by apologizing. I shouldn't have just.. ended everything with you because of some stupid thing..

-yeah, you shouldn't have.- I muttered, which made him sigh a little and continue.

-I just thinking I'm not good enough for you.. I'm sorry.

I didn't have the courage to look at him at that moment. He was putting himself down and I wasn't helping. I just wanted all of this to end, but I know it isn't as simple as that.

-I wanted you to be happy with me, but it seemed like you hated it... hated me. I'm sorry that I couldn't speak to you for every second of the day. I had work, but.. that wasn't the reason why I broke up with you.. It's because you seem way happier with all the others. Rúben, Kylian, João... Neymar. All of them. I hope you understand, I'm just.. not good enough for you. Or anyone..- He couldn't speak anymore. His voice kept breaking and his tears were getting in the way of his vision, making him rub his eyes non stop.

I gently held his wrists and made him look at me. I wanted to say something to comfort him, but nothing came out. I was so shocked with his reaction, he had never cried in front of me... I sat near him and hugged him tightly, like I would never ever let him go. He makes me feel so better, makes me feel something nobody else makes me feel... I love him so fucking much.

-I'm here for you, Jude... You are good enough. You are everything I want.. everything I need. You are perfect.. sometimes I ask myself how I was able to pull someone like you.- When I mentioned that I heard a little laugh leave his lips. We cuddled for a little bit before both of us falling asleep.

Camy's POV

-What the hell did you do, Rúben?! Why would you do that? Plus, on João's phone?!

-It was a joke! Plus, he had to do a dare.

-Oh great! And you think sending a message from his phone was a good idea?

-He won't know it was João, plus, it was a joke.- He rolled his eyes.

-Yeah, Y/n didn't find it very funny.- I slapped his arm and sighed.

{Hey lovely people, next chapter we will have some smut ;) stay on the look out.}