Why her? |Jude Bellingham x Reader|

28.

I watched the guys walk in and go over to Jude and Phil. Me and Camy looked at eachother and sighed, hopefully nothing bad happens.

We walked to the kitchen and made some lemonade for the children.

Soon we noticed that everyone was inside the pool, except us two.

-Well, the little kids are back.- She said, referring to the four boys playing volley inside the pool. They were in the deepest part while the actual children played around with toys and floaties in the less deeper part.

-You guys want to join?- Jude asked.

I smiled at him and sat by the pool.

-No, Jude. We have to look over the kids.

-AWH PLEASE!!! JUST ONE GAMEEEE THEY HAVE THEIR FLOATIES!- Jude pleaded and clapped his hands together.

I sighed as I looked at my best friend. We gave in and agreed to play with them. It was me, Camy and Trent against the other three. It was tough.

The children were fine for the rest of the games we played, but were soon to get tired. They cried out for us to get out and help them. Thats exactly what we did.

Once they were all dried up we had to finally say goodbye to Trent and Bukayo. It was actually really fun catching up with them and stuff. Specially Trent, he will always have a special place in my heart. Maybe some time they can come by again.

We told goodnight to Camy, Phil, their kids and finally Emma and Harry.

-Can you let the small light on, please mum?- Emma asked as she held my hand. Her and Harry slept in the same room but probably not for too long. Harry wants to have his own room and ect.

He's soon to be 9, so it makes sense for him to want that.

-Of course, princess.- I kissed her forehead and helped her cover herself with the bed duvet.

I smiled and turned the small light on, quickly turning off the main light.

-Goodnight, you two.

-Goodnight.
-Goodnight.

They spoke simultaneously.

I let the door slightly opened and made my way to my room. Jude was getting changed into his pyjamas. I closed the door behind me and looked around the wardrobe for some clothes of my own to wear to sleep.

I didn't particularly pick a pj's. I grabbed some shorts and a large shirt.

Before getting dressed, I noticed Jude staring through the mirror. I rolled my eyes a little and removed my clothes so I could dress into the new ones.

-Hey, love. We need to talk.- He said as he got into the bed, which I followed to aswell. I got in and covered myself with the duvet, before hugging Jude tightly.

-Tell me things, then.

-I was...wondering if you remember how all of this started...This life we created together.- He smiled as he looked at the ceiling.

-It was so long ago, I don't remember every single detail, darling.- I looked at his smile and returned it.

-Right..I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much. I'm sorry for everything wrong I have done...

-Awh, Jude... Don't be like that, I love you too and don't apologise. Everyone makes mistakes and learns from them.- I kissed his soft lips for a second before laying back down. I was hopping to hear more or for me to say something else, but nothing. I had fallen asleep...

Jude's Pov

She fell asleep in my arms, like I was her blanket. Like she was seeking for protection and I was her shield. But I hope I'm not only a shield, but a knight with shiny armour, that would protect her beloved princess. Just like a prince charming should do. I kissed the top of her head and gently caressed her waist after wrapping my left arm around her.

She smiled in her sleep as she found comfort in the movement.

Before I fell asleep too, I just thought of the good things we have been through.

Unfortunately, everything good comes to an end. Everything we have built, one day, will end. Everything we have been through, will end. I hate thinking about the end of this story, but one day we just have to face the truth. That nothing lasts forever. I mean, who wants to live forever, am I right? Life itself can be too much for a human being.

But I'm sure of one thing. Our love and our memories will live on forever. To the very end of time. And until then, I just hope she knows that I love her, with all my heart. Soon, we will get married. We will watch our children grow and live their own lives, just like we did. They might have to get themselves hurt, emotionally, to learn certain things. But thats life. Love, passion, hatred, disgust, sadness... Every single one of them, you name it.

We can't change their life because we don't want them to go through some of those, but it will only make them stronger.

Well, like I said, great things come to an end. And this was my life, full of ups and downs. But in the end, it was just me and her. I don't know if I actually deserve her. She is amazing, everything I have ever asked for, is here. She gave birth to beautiful children. She's the reason why I didn't quit football. Maybe I am right, I don't deserve her. But I promise I will do every favor, keep every promise and show everything I got to prove that I am worth having her. That I will protect her, until my life isn't one anymore. And after everything we have been through, the same question won't leave my mind...

"Why her?"

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(Hello my beloved people. Unfortunately, just like Jude said, this is the end. I am incredibly grateful for all of your positivity and support throughout the story. Thank you for everyone who took their time to read, comment and even star each chapter. Although the happy thoughts, I am devastated that I have to end the book here. I honestly lost interest and ideas to continue this story, since the main parts are there...I didn't know what else I could add to make this book more interesting. Well, for everyone who enjoys my writing style, I will be writing another book soon! No, it's not another Jude Bellingham story.

I'll give you a little description of the story: Y/n, Pedri's childhood best friend finally comes back to her country, Spain, after living out for years. She doesn't know anyone but is sure to find her dream job and her dream life...

This will be a Pedri story! But it will have loads of drama including Pedri, Gavi, and others... ;) it will soon be out so follow me to recieve notification.

Well, I really do hope you have enjoyed this book and once again, thank you all so much <3 goodbye, and until next time.)