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Breeze hitting my face making my long brown hair flying back relaxing my tense body. Winter has made his entrance with a cold strong aura,  there goes one more year without having changed anything. This park which I'm spending most of my  time  is a lonely one with long trees and plenty benches but this one I'm currently sitting on is different from others . 

It holds all of our times we were keeping company each other  ,making it unique.

I have been coming here for a while  now after my shifts  to clear my mind and distress myself. The struggles of my life forced me to dropped out of school and spent the rest of my life working my ass off to cover any bills and expenses my mom and her man has opened.

Clearly when someone is an addict for 2 and more  years wouldn't be in any mood or sense to work , so all their obligations fall on my back. Now i  must clear things out. 

Usually you can find me working at coffee's and bars as waiter since these are the most common jobs for a teenager to work at.

After  my shifts ends I come straight here since my free time is only 20 min before going to my next  job
To free myself from every weigh I carry on. For my bad luck I have gained  that bad habit of smoking and the difficulties of my daily life prevents me of quitting it , bad I know but it relieves me the most

So every time I do smoke I take the cigar and make a mark-hole on the surface of the bench to remind myself how many times I have harmed myself , it sounds stupid somehow but if one day I decide to quit smoking this would be my motivation.

Actually it's much better sitting here all night rather than going home , since going home means being beaten for no apparently a specific reason they just do it for their fun

and if I resist them I have to tell you they won't go easy on me.

Sometimes I did wonder what is like having a real family that care and shower you with love ,I  really wanted to experience the feeling of being loved but that stopped concer me to long ago. It's useless seeking love when I will be the one getting hurt in the end so they can keep it to themselves.

My cigar was now completely gone and the time to go home is around the corner

so I ditched it  on the ground and got up carefully as my ribs are fucked up because of the last beating i received from their angry ass.

I started taking the route for my home
, BTW its 2 past midnight now  and my last shift usually ends at 1  but at this time my parents are wide awake so its risky going straight home because as i said before their beatings will be waiting for me 

And  that's why I prefer sitting here until some hours passes so they will eventually fall asleep by the time ill be there.   

The only thing that could be heard right now was my heavy footsteps......quite

there is no one around at this hour making it easier for me to  hide my pale bruised face that my conseler was unable to hide  but from when was luck by my side.....

As I  was taking my usually route, few meters ahead of me was a group of teen boys with motos and as far as I could see they were doing drugs and smoking. To ignore them I crossed the road and went to the other side of them , I have already many problems I don't need more but of course they had other plans

  "ohoho where are you going lady?" They were whistling by now and 2 of them were slowly approaching me but I kept ignoring them and started walking faster

" why in such a hurry sweetheart?"

Suddenly one of them jumped in front of me blocking my way , they had such a body that I could hide behind them . I tried to walk past him from the side but his mates had already made a circle around me stopping me from doing any movements.

I still tried to walk past them by forcing myself to get out of that circle but that seemed to provoke one of them

  that one boy who  was  behind me  grabbed my shoulder ready  to throw me on the ground but since I was absolutely smaller from all of them , I was quicker to grab his arm , twist myself to look in his face and kicked his balls.

He fall down on his knees clutching his crotch and with that the attention of the rest boys was on him

I easily slipped away without them noticing me.

I started running like there was no tomorrow until their screams were really faint for me to hear which means I have get away from them

This time I got out easily next time will I get out of this alive ?

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This was the first chapter and I hope you liked it!!!