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I can't say I'm relieved when my house came on view , I wonder what they are probably doing now. Have they passed out from the amount of alcohol they have consumed or are they waiting for me to have some fun?  I don't have many choices now

In the first place I am already here ,there's no  point going back again

Those boys might as well be still there , so what's the point turning back now.

The lights are off but I am not able to see the living room's lights since the room is in the back  spot of the house.

Well..... now  I have to be brave.

I approached the door , took the keys out from my pants pocket and put them in the locker.  I know that now I have to be as silent as a feather  to avoid being caought. I twisted the key and now the door was unlocked,  I took a deep breath and opened it trying my best to stop my hands from shaking any further. I stepped inside and closed the door behind me with the same silence as ever. There was absolutely silence.....

...... nothing was moving , peace ......

but after a while that I had cooled down It could be heard heavy snores and breaths from the living room so I suppose they are asleep now with their veins running full of iroin. That comforted me a little thinking that I would get away easily.

By the way the house has a strong smell of smoke and an unpleasant aurora going around,  I guess drugs is the answer, it always has that old disgusting smell. Few meters ahead of me  are the stairs which leads to the upper floor where my small room is located, I just have to take some few carefull quite steps  to save my bones that haven't been broken yet for another time and the fact that all the lights are off don't help the situation.

Now I have to put the chances of getting up there safely on my luck which always has its back facing me and not boding well together. I started walking towards the stairs which as I said where few meters ahead  of me but while I was taking those  slowly steps  I could feel every time  something crashing under my  shoes.
But I couldn’t figure out what it was, as my mind was on getting out of here as fast as possible and not being concerned about such issues.

Finally I reached the stairs and extended my hand to catch the bar to be more  stable , but as I climbed the first step a big crash was heard..... shit...... all this time I was stepping on broken glasses

What they were even doing while I was out? I have to tell that the past few  months their totally weird  but not only towards me   to each other , I mean I might always receive their special beatings but their behaviors towards each other has became more aggressive and their arguments can be caused for any silly reason

Suspicious if you ask me. Suddenly I heard groans coming from the living and sprinted like the sonic upstairs and locked myself in my room. I glued my ear to the door to catch any movements but nothing came so I guess they went back to sleep. I shove my worries aside and hurried in the bathroom to take a shower, I undressed myself but didn't dare to see my body in the mirror

I mean I know how it looks like  with all these  scars, wounds  and burn flesh but my heart sink every time   I see my body in that condition,  I want someday to  look in the mirror and not see a body with scars and viewable bones from my stomach but a healthy and healed body

and be sure that I know that day will never come . I hoped in the bath and washed my tired body carefully not to open any  wounds.

Time skip

I had now wore my pj's , just some sweatpants and a Hoodie, I took my sleeping pill , laid slowly on my bed as the pain on my ribs weren't going away and my painkillers weren't enough to last even for 1 week so I couldn't take today another one

I just sallawed the pain and tried to rest but clearly sleep never came....