I'm begging you
Disappoint me
Let me down
Leave me in the dust
Because letting you in
Scares me
Because letting you in
Will cause me more hurt
If you do those things
Once you're behind my walls of steel
Because disappointment is what I'm used too
Disappointment is what I can handle
I can't handle you being okay with my broken pieces
My sharp edges
I can't handle the idea that my trauma doesn't drive you away
That I don't drive you away
But I can handle you leaving
At least right now
While you're behind the walls
Behind the gate
Away from my heart
So walk away
Please for my sake
Disappoint me
