There I go thinking of you again
So I'll pull out my 10 reasons why you need to leave me be
1. You never wanted me (I wish you just would've told me so)
2. You've moved on
3. I've moved on (or so I claim)
4. You're selfish, you could've told me I was not what you wanted but you made me believe otherwise with pretty little nothings in my ear planted their by your pretty little mouth, just so I could stay around for when you wanted another fuck.
5. You don't care (if I'm being honest I don't think you ever did)
6. You left, but don't worry, I survived. And for once I was able to breathe easy although I admit the self control I had to instill not to pick up the phone and text you was nothing short of an Olympic feat.
7. I don't cry, but I remember crying so many times over you
8. I never knew a heart could be twisted and broken the way you twisted and broke mine. I never knew that a heart could break so hard that my chest physically hurt.
9. My heart needs to heal from you
10. I deserve better than the bare minimum. I don't deserve to have to be on my toes- walking on eggshells scared I'll say the wrong thing and you will leave without a word. I don't deserve to be lied to.
So I will choose you no longer
Instead
I'll choose to repair a heart you broke
Instead
I'll choose a person who I want to see happy
Myself
