Did The Angels Kick You Out?

Chapter 20

We're at Cyan's place now. Yes, we're on Earth. Why? Because we all were too tired after that hangout, and decided to rest a while. Currently, Cyan and Zen are involved in their video game, of some combating. Previously we were playing a car game, that I too liked to play, but these fighting games are too difficult for me. So I'm just watching them from my place on sofa.

With them, it's like I'm on a vacation with my highschool mates. Though the reality is quite bizzare. One thing is, i don't understand why and when Cyan might change is personality mode, like he did yesterday at Ferris wheel. Though today he acted perfectly fine.

I'm bored. I don't even know what to do in the afterlife. If it's not for their company... How can someone spend so many years like this?
"I won!" Came Zens voice, pulling me out of my thoughts.
"You just got lucky!" Cyan retaliated.

They put down their console and looked at me.
"So... What are we gonna do next?" Zen asked.
"Whatever you want" Cyan said.
Then I asked them. "Hey! Does everyone who dies live like this?"
They seemed confused with my question so I elaborated. "I mean, spend thousands of years just wandering around like we're doing?"

"Nope, you might have heard about rebirth? They get a reborn in a new body, with their previous memories erased." Zen said.

"Then why didn't you two get reborn?" I asked.

"Because, we're a special case!" They fist punch.

"Huh?" Was that something to do that? "And what about me? Why didn't I get any option to reborn?" I asked.

"Isn't it because you want to get alive in this life?" He asked innocently.

"Oh,.. right.." Yes, that is it... "But what if don't want to get revive anymore?" I asked. "Can I start a new a life?"

"Why? Don't you enjoy our company?" He asked.
"It's not like that!! I mean-it's law of nature to die, and I'm accepting it! I just don't want to wander being a devil, for thousands of years!!" I explained my logic.

"The thing is-" Cyan started in a serious tone. "-devils can't get reborn."

"WHAT?" I asked shocked. "YOU NEVER TOLD ME THAT!?"
"I'm sorr-" before he could complete his useless sorry, I threw all the cushions I had on the sofa at his face. How the hell can he not tell me such an important detail?!
"Hey sto- "
"Noo, you sure need a lesson!" I said as I threw another cushion.
"These cushions are expensive!"

"Let me help you!" Zen said taking a cushion.

After a while, we all were tired. "That was fun!" Zen said as we both glared at him.
"So.. why didn't you tell me that?" I asked after catching my breath.
"I was kidding..."
"Seriously!?" This man...
"No, i wasn't serious." He said. And all i could do was sigh in exhaustion.
"Stupid Cyan"

Did he just blushed? Or am I imagining things? I stared at him.
"I-I need water." He said getting up.

"Bring a glass for us too!" Zen yelled.
"With ice!" I said.

After, that he asked in a serious tone. "Aria, do you want to get reborn?"

"Maybe.." I said not sure.

"You'll forget about everything from your previous life. Your family, us, even yourself."

"Doesn't everyone?" I asked. "It will help me move on. I can't keep lingering on past." I said.

"But- "

Why does he seem so desperate?
"Cyan, I've once asked you this before. Let me ask again. Is there something you're hiding?"

"No" He seems to get in that depressing mode again.

"Yes, you are!" I said
"No" he said without looking at me.
He is irritating me...
I put my hands on his shoulders and glared into his eyes "Just tell me already! Will you?!" I asked annoyed.
For a fraction of second we looked into each other eyes, before he pulled away.
"You can do whatever you want." He said before walking away.

"There he goes again.." Zen said. "I'll talk to him." And he went after him.

I just sat there, trying to figure out what's wrong with him? I remembered him saying he wanted to revive me that time before too. ..that time also, he got mad.

But when I looked into his eyes, i could only see me... I thought.

Wait! When I looked into his eyes, i only saw me? Isn't it obvious to see your reflection in anyone's eyes? Why does it sounded so deep? Oh.. Let me scroll through pinterest without disturbance.