Did The Angels Kick You Out?

Chapter 8

"So I'm finally able to go home and live a happy normal life! Finally!"

"You look really happy today?" Cyan said looking from the mirror above his head whilst driving me home.

"Of course!" I grinned.

"Do you like to listen to some music?" He asked turning on the stereo.

"Yups! Play die young! Nightcore version!"

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That was the last thing I remembered.
Before waking up to find myself in HEAVEN!!?? WHAT THE FCK IS GOING ON!? I WAS ON MY WAY TO HOME!? WHAT AM I DOING HERE?

It is another dream! Yess! What else can it be?! I tried to calm me down.

"No, it's not my dear child" a firm echoing voice said.

And then suddenly a flash of light appeared before me.

"What..?" I asked terrified. I could not believe this! I can believe in the existence of devils, vampire, monsters or morons but I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M DEAD!"

"I'm God. Tell me child, what do you want to be in afterlife? A devil or an angel?" The voice asked in it's echoing tone.

"What..?" My mind is blank!

Suddenly Cyan came out of nowhere and dragged me.
"She need some time to decide!" He yelled before pulling me away.

I looked at him. "What's going on? Where are we!? We were on our way to my home!? Right!?"

He seemed nervous. He was sweating.

"Yeah..we were... B-but y-you know... when we... I-I..-"

"STOP YOUR STUTTERING!" I demanded.

"Ahh... It's just.. while your favourite music was on the part 'we're gonna die young'...." He looked like shivering. "Afastmovingtruckhitusfromtheside!"

"What? What did you say?"

"A fast moving truck hit us from the side."

"What.. happened after that?"

"...the car's fuel tank blasted and caught fire..."

I looked at him shocked.

"B-but don't worry!! I stabbed you before that so you wouldn't die a painful death!!" He added quickly.

"WHAT THE HELL DID YOU SAY!? YOU FUCKING STABBED ME!!??" I'm about to blow up now...!

"I DID IT FOR YOU!"

"PLEASE STOP!!" I yelled crying.

"Listen! Calm down!" He tried.

But I ran away. I didn't know where I was going cuz everywhere looked the same. Silvery Clouds as far as I could see. I ran between them and finally the cloud cleared up and I found myself in a forest. It was beautiful. I've never seen this greenery ever before... It was really heaven I could tell by it's beauty.. but what am I supposed to do now?

I sat under a tree and cried. I cried and cried for what felt like an eternity.

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I don't know when I fall asleep but looks like I'm feeling same enough now to think clearly after this insane series of events... So I am dead now? I looked at my hands. It didn't feel like it since I'm still in my body... But whatever.

I thought about the thing that light said. He was God... He asked me to choose between being an angel or devil... I thought he himself decided that on basis of karma or something... But then again! Whatever!

Should I be an angel? No! I was an angel even when I was alive and it's where it had got me! Should I be a devil then? Hmm.. that seems interesting since in this way I can KILL THE MF CYAN! I also remember him saying something like devils have some sort of magical powers...that's how he altered with my Mom's memory..

Wait MY MOM! AND MY FAMILY! what would they do when they'd find out I'm dead!? I never get to say them goodbye... Or how much I loved them.. before I knew it I started crying again thinking about my family, friends, my dreams, the dog I used to feed my lunch on my way back from school, about how excited I was for a movie night with my friends...and...

"I'm really sorry.." suddenly I heard from behind. It was Cyan apologising again as if it would make any difference..

"But y'know there's a way you can be alive again! I will tell you that!" He said determined.

Should I believe him again. No! He will just get my hopes up only to destroy them... But what if he is telling the truth?

It's no point just sitting here crying. I will try to do whatever I can to revert back then regretting it later went if it kills me mentally after failing.