Shattered

Chapter 6- Am I ready?

Hazel's POV
I had woken up next to Ghost. I couldn't help but smile.
I quietly got out of bed and walked into the living room. I sat down on the couch and started to watch tv.
"I'll see you tomorrow baby." I heard Chris say to someone as he walked down the steps.
"Holy actual fuck it's Ashley Costello!!"
"Hello. Are you a fan of mine?"
"Fuck yeah I am! I love the music video for Angel Eyes!! Oh god, so hot!" I don't sound too weird do I?
"Awh well thank you. What's your name?"
"Hazel."
"Well it was nice meeting you Hazel, maybe we can hang out soon?"
"I would love it!"
"Schedule a time then, here's my number." She wrote her number down on a post it note and gave it to me.
"Thank you!" I hugged her and sat back down.
"You're welcome, I'll see you later Chris." She kissed him good bye and she left.
"You never told me you dated Ashley freaking Costello!!"
"Well I date Ashley freaking Costello. Happy?"
"Fuck you smart ass." I flipped him off as he sat next to me.
"So how do you like it here so far?"
"I fucking love it!"
"Well thats good. I heard your conversation with Ghost earlier."
"Oh... so you heard about my parents?"
"Yes, and I'm sorry to hear that. To be honest, I'm glad you're with Ghost and not me. I'm not the romantic type."
"Oh you're not?" I smirked.
"Nope, I can prove to you if you'd like. But you can't tell the guys."
"Sure I want to see what you have to offer."
"Come upstairs with me."
I followed him up the stairs and into his bedroom.
"Okay, call me weird but, I call this my secret room. Are you ready?"
"Yes."
Chris opened up the door to his secret room. It revealed his secret... His secret of being into bondage.
"Wow..." I gazed upon everything.
"I'm not who you think I am Hazel. I don't date.. I have clients and Ashley is one. I don't care to make love to a woman, I care to fuck her brains out. Hazel, I'm not a person you want to be with."
My eyes widened after he had said that. I kind of like how he is... Ghost is truly romantic, but I like a bad boy too.
"Chris.. I've liked you since the first day I laid my eyes on you at a concert. There is nothing in this fucking world that would change my feelings towards you. Yes I'm with Ghost but you're different, and now I know why."
"Trust me Hazel, don't get involved with me, you'll be hurt in the end."
"But Chris."
"No Hazel."
I couldn't help myself, I just gave him the biggest hug I could.
"You mean a lot to me Chris."
He didn't say anything back, he just hugged me tightly until I let go.
I gave him one last look and walked out of the room.
I walked back to Ghost's room and found that he was still fast asleep.
I just let him be.

"Sup Hazel." Ricky said coming up the stairs.
"Nothing much, just waiting for Ghost to get up."
"That lazy son of a bitch."
"Hey now, don't talk about me like that."
"Oh I'm sorry."
As I walked down the stairs I said, "Yeah you better be."
He laughed and went to his room.
It was getting to be dinner time. I decided to look in the kitchen for something.
"Jesus christ, do these guys ever fucking eat?"
"Yes we do eat." I was startled when I heard Ghost.
"You have no food here."
"Yes we do."
Ghost walked into the kitchen to look through the cabinets.
"Okay yeah, we have no food. What would you want?"
"Fuck I don't know. A salad sounds good."
"Well let's go to the store."
I put my vans on, as did Ghost.
"I'll drive." He said picking up his keys.
We headed out to his car and we were on our way to the store.
"Hey Ghost?"
"Yes hon?"
"You won't leave me or hit me... If I say I'm not ready to have sex would you?"
"Umm no? I would never do that to you. I couldn't bare to do that to you."
"Okay.. Thank you.."
We arrived at the store and as we were walking in, we held hands.

We got what we needed and headed back home.
As we walled in the door I saw the guys playing video games. More likely them virtually killing each other.
"Are they usually like this?"
"Oh yeah, this is mild though. Just wait until Chris gets killed. You'll die of laughter."

"YOU STUPID FUCKING FUCK FUCKER!!!!" Ricky yelled.
"HA! 3-0 Bitch!" Angelo said.
"Chris back off!" Balz said with gritted teeth.
"YOU FUCKER! GOD DAMN IT! FUCK YOU ALL!!" Chris was now getting pissed.
"STOP IT! STOP FUCKING KILLING ME YOU STUPID HAIRLESS MONKEY!!" He threw the controller down and tackled Balz.
"Get your nasty ass off of me!"
"Suck my ass bitch!"
"Fuck you!"
"Alright girls stop it." I said and they stopped.
Me and Ghost ate dinner together and went upstairs after wards.
"It's only 8,what would you like to do?"
"I'm not sure, but I have a feeling I want to do this." I pulled him close to me, teasing him.. Our lips were just inches apart. He leaned in for a kiss but I rejected it.
"Oh, so you're a teaser?"
"Sure am." I said seductively.
He had pulled me towards him and then pushed me onto the bed. He had gotten on top of me and was again, inches away from my lips. Before he made the move, I pressed my lips to his. I felt his tongue sweep across my bottom lip asking for entry, I allowed it. We started making out and eventually his hands started to wander.
"Wait..." I said stopping him from going down south.
"Is something wrong?"
"I don't know if I'm ready..."
"Okay, I can wait." He started to kiss me more and more, deepening the passion of it to it's extent.
With the touch of his hands and the feeling that runs through my body when we kiss, I knew that I was ready..