Shattered

Chapter 7- This is how I felt

Ghost's POV
We were making out for a while now, I really wanted her, but I knew she wasn't ready. It's only a matter of time before I lose control.
I love her... I want to show her how much I love her.
"Ghost.."
"Yeah?"
"Can we?" She smiled sweetly causing me to feel a sense of relief.
"Yes." I kissed her and began to undress her. One article of clothing after another... We were both butt naked and breathing hard... Begging for each other's body. I slid my hand slowly down to her entrance and rubbed it, feeling how wet she was, feeling how bad she needed me. She slid her hand down and down... Feeling how hard I was for her, I needed her as well. I pulled her hands away, pinning her down. I opened her legs slowly making her want me even more. I lined myself with her entrance, slightly touching her. Before entering, I asked before fully going in. She allowed, when she said yes, I slowly slid myself into her...

Hazel's POV
He asked for entry and I granted it. He slowly slid himself into me. The fact that he was big, and I was tight, it hurt at first. Pain raced through every inch of my body. After getting used to his size, that pain, became the best pleasure in my life. I love him, I've never been able to say that about a man. I love him. I know I just met him but my heart races when I see him, or talk to him. I get a million butterflies just looking at the man! I have to tell him I love him... I just have to. Fuck it.
"Ghost..."
"Yes Hazel?"
"I love you."
"I love you too Hazel."
He started to thrust faster and harder making my moans become louder and louder... I don't care if anyone heard us, I was having sex with the man I love. Soon enough he pulled out and came, which allowed us both to catch our breath.
"Oh my god.. That was fucking amazing." I said breathing heavily.
"That was." He looked at me and said, "I love you."
I smiled, I've never had this before. Someone who loves me, someone who was willing to wait.
"I love you too." I kissed him and cuddled close to him.
I ended up falling asleep on him... With a smile on my face.

-Next Morning-
Ghost's POV
I woke up seeing the sun shining through my black curtains. Pleasure was still running through my body from last night.
"Good morning beautiful." I said softly as I saw Hazel waking up.
"Did we do it last night?" Really? That's the first thing she asks?
"Yes. Yes we did."
"Just making sure it wasn't a dream." She smiled.
"Oh no, it wasn't. I can still feel it."
"Me too. My vagina has a combination of pain and pleasure." She laughed causing me to laugh as well.
"What would you want to do today?"
"Be with you all day."
"Sounds good."

I got out of bed and put some clothes on. I went to the bathroom to see how bad I looked, I looked terrible. I looked like a fucking cocaine addict.
I really didn't feel like doing anything today, well except Hazel.
Hazel came up behind me and wrapped her arms around me. I looked down at her arms to see scars from past cuts.. My heart sank to the floor, I can't bare to know that she's harmed her beautiful, flawless body.
"You sir, are one amazing guy."
"And you my dear are one beautiful lady." I turned around to kiss her. Her lips felt so soft. My body felt relived of everything in the world when our lips touch... The touch of her skin on mine is what keeps me loving her even more, if that's even possible.
"I love you." I whispered.
"I love you too." I saw a smile go across her face making me smile as well.
We walked out of the bathroom and downstairs to the living room. We got glares from the rest of the guys.
"So Ghost. How was your night with Hazel?" Balz said.
"Pretty fucking great." Hazel said.
They stayed silent after that.
"Where's Chris?" I asked sitting in his usual spot.
"Still sleeping I think." Ricky said changing the channel.
"See if there's any music on." Hazel said sitting on my lap.
They changed it to Music Choice, and scrolled through some music.
"Holy fuck! Is that Break The Cycle!?" Hazel jumped up and stole the remote from Ricky.
Holy shit! Babe! You guys are on Music Choice!!" She played the video while jumping up and down.
"AAHHHH!!!!! There's my baby!!!!" I think she was a bit too excited, but the guys were dying.
"Hazel! Calm it."
"NO!" Yeah, too excited.
After it was over she dropped on the floor.
"Is she dead?" Angelo whispered.
"I don't know.." I whispered.
"I'm good." She got up calmly and walked back over to me.
"I'm not obsessed.." She smiled sweetly.
"Sure Hazel..." Ricky said.
"Okay I am a little bit, but your guys' new album is sex to my fucking ears. I am fucking addicted to it."
"Well that's good to hear." I said.
We continued to watch videos for a while. Chris still hasn't gotten up yet. I decided to go get his lazy ass up.
"Hey Chris." I walked in and saw he wasn't in his room. That's unusual.
I heard sounds coming from behind a door in his room.
"What the fuck?" I walked slowly towards the door, opening it, I saw things I don't think I will be able to get out of my head.
Chains, whips, riding crops, cuffs, blind folds, gags... Everything you would need for bondage.
"What in the actual fuck?" I said.
"Ghost! How did you find me here!? Get out!"
"Chris, what is going on!?"
"Nothing!"
"It looks like something! Who is that?"
"I'll tell you later. Just get out!"
He pushed me out and closed the door.
"Hey Ghost?" I heard Hazel call from my bedroom.
"Yes Haz- Woe..." I walked in to see Hazel in an all leather outfit with a whip in her hand, cuffs on the bed, and a gag and blind fold waiting for use.
"What is this?"
"My fantasy coming to life." She said as she walked over to me.
She pushed me onto the bed and straddled herself on me.
"Here's how it goes, if you make a peep I'll whip you. If you're silent, I'll give you anything you want. Got it?"
"Yes." I said. My adrenaline was going crazy, I really liked this.
"Strip for me."
I did what I was told. She pushed me back onto the bed cuffing me to it. Then she blindfolded me. I was extremely hard by this point and she hasn't even fucking touched me yet.
I felt her get on top of me and slid herself onto me. I tried my hardest to not make a sound but the sensation was too powerful. I moaned quietly hoping she wouldn't here. I think she did... She wiped me so hard, it turned me on even more.
"I said quiet!" She wrapped her hand around my throat, making me go nuts.
I felt her start to ride me, faster and faster...
"Don't you dare cum in me Ghost. I'll hit you so fucking hard." I had to hold it. Feeling it creeping up... Just hold it...
I felt her get off of me. She flipped me over and whipped me... Over and over. My back was on fire. Was she taking her anger out? Was she finally feeling dominant towards a man?
She flipped me back over and started to ride me more.
"Cum for me baby." She whispered in my ear. I came deep inside of her... Feeling a sense of relief come over me..
She removed the cuffs and blind fold and just left me lying there in pain..