Now, I understand what Beth meant when she said that she wanted me to use her. She wanted someone to submit to, and she brought out the dominance in me. It happened without my notice, but Beth knew. She knew what she was doing and I gave her exactly what she needed.
I barely held on to awareness during my mad moments, and it felt great fucking her like that, but the next time won't be what she's expecting. She will not get whip or chains. I'll give her love and tenderness because she deserves it.
Though the thought of bending her to my will excites me and even though I don't need a Dom sub relationship, I'm looking forwards to putting her in place, and I'm pretty sure she'll push my limits.
That's why I have some disciplines ready which I plan to enforce over dinner tonight.
***
I shouldn't be working, but Lee asked for a favour. He's a club owner who used to hire me regularly back then. What he asked is nothing major. All I have to do is cover the doors at one of his strip clubs and it's for a few hours.
I could have sent someone from the office, but Lee had my back, so I don't mind helping him now.
Inside looks the same apart from the patrons. Back then, other than the exotic dancers, it was mainly men who visited here, now it's a mixture of men and women. The music got better too.
Few old faces are here still, and I make time to catch up with everyone.
I met Samantha at the bar. In the clubs she's known as Suga, the headline dancer.
She owns an art gallery and this her part time gig. The money she earns goes towards her gallery. While we catch up, Alex, the bartender serves us shots. He has five grandchildren now. Three boys and two girls. He claims they're expensive, but I wouldn't know so I take his word for it. When I'm done speaking to them, I go manage the door.
Later-on, in the day, I see Mellissa rushing out, she's one of the waitresses. She married her boyfriend Josh, whose the D-Jay and they have two children. We don't speak long as she had to do a school run. After she leaves, I spend the rest of the time checking people passing through the club.
***
I step away to answer a video call from my parents. It's ages since I saw them and mom's looking great. Her smile, still welcoming, shines through the screen as we speak, and as I look at her, I want to reach in to give her a hug.
Dad looks drawn though. Grey hairs are in his beard now and although he's smiling, he looks like he can do with a rest.
"Charity work stressing you out old man?" I tease and he laughs.
"You wouldn't know the half of it son. Add that, plus the heat... I hate to say it, but I'm looking forward to the break."
"What time is your flight getting in tomorrow?" I ask calculating.
Their arriving at the airport that's an hour away from their house. Beth's coming over tonight, so I'm trying to manage my time in the morning.
"We should be out of arrivals by eight a.m." Mom says then she adds, "don't drive like a maniac on your way to get us."
"Don't worry.... He's a careful driver love, his dad taught him well. Son, get to the airport as fast as you can, so we can beat the morning rush."
"George James Yorke! Do not encourage him."
"Marie, I'm joking. He knows better. Isn't that right son?"
Dad winks and I can't help but chuckle. "I'll be there guys. Mom don't worry, I'll drive safe."
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Breaking Habits
RomanceMicah Yorke is a good man but how far will he go for the woman he love? Micah is a ridiculously, attractive, hot bodyguard who oozes sex appeal. He can have woman he desires, but he's drawn to a famous supermodel who thinks she knows what she wants...