my fault | nicholas leister

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and fell into Nick's arms.
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I was sitting in Nicks Porsche now and told him: „I told you I'm fine, I just feel a little hot, okay?" My head fell onto the dash board.

Nick grapped me by my shoulders and pushed me back into my seat.

I told him: „Hey don't touch me. — I'm just a little cold, that's it." He looked at me annoyed. ,,No, man, not again. No, I'm driving now. — I've always wanted to drive on on these." I tried touching the wheel but Nick pushed my hands away: „Not my baby, No way. — You're hired with no license."

I said: „I'm just a bit dizzy, okay. — but you're the one drunk. huh." I had my finger before his face and he pushed it away again.

I made fun of him sucking tequila off a woman's boobs and he had to bite back a grin.
• • • •

He helped me walk into the house and I talked the whole time: „Freud isn't some trap singer, just do you know. He'd say that it's like shedding tears or something worse over your mother's breasts. So suck on that." He whispered: „Leave my mom out of this."

I nearly fell as we wanted to walk up the stairs and Nick told me to be quit. He picked me up in his arms and I talked again: „What's the matter? Didn't you mother teach you that's there's a thing called a glass to pour liquids in."

We walked past the portrait and I said: „Hey Darcy, what's up dude, this is your great-grandson, but don't be fooled he's no English dandy like you even with a damsel in his arms." He laughed at me and I grapped his biceps: „Oh my. What do we have here. I bet you drink your steroids out of a glass though right?"

I clapped his arm and explained to him: „Did you know Glass is a liquid. A liquid that holds another liquid. Very Neal right?"

He lays me down on my bed and I talked again: „If you were capable of having emotions, you'd appreciate it. Glass flows so slowly that it appears to be a solid. That's why it's so fragile. Hard, but fragile."

Nick tried to turn off the light but I jumped up: „No, not the light" I lay down again. Nick touched my tattoo and stroked my neck. I said to him: „Don't touch me. — You're a moron."

Flashback:
My mom tried to wake me up. Rowan. Rowan. Baby.
Wake up Honey.
Baby.
Come sweetie. It's okay.
She took me in her arms and carried me to the closet.
„Get in here." She said to me.
„What is it?" I asked

I heard my dads voice through the door. He sounded angry..
My mom closed to closet door and said that I can't come out.
I hear the door getting open...

Flackback ending.
• • • •

I walked into the kitchen were Mortimer asked me if I wanted a coffee. I told him: „Thanks Mortimer, I'll get it myself" I took Nick's Coffee out of his hand and asked him what had happened last night.

He looked at me and asked: „You don't remember?" I took a pill and swallowed it. Nick stood up: „This'll be fun." „No the fun will begin when your dad walks trough that door."

Nick told: „We'll see who ends up worse off." I made him look at me: „What the hell happened!" Nick bent down to my ear and said: „I put you into bed and lots of stuff happened."

I pushed him: „You didn't touch me. That's what a cheap psychopath would do, but not you. You're way more twisted than that." „Aha, Am I?" I stood before him: „I know you did something, did you record me or what?"

He said: „No, but I should have, cause you were very funny." I took the juice out of his hands too and drank. My Mom and Will came into the kitchen and I asked her: „You know where I was last light?"  „Yeah, at Jenna's house" I looked at her stunned: „Oh" „You texted saying you were staying to wach La La Land"

I looked at Nick who looked very amused: „Uh that is what I did?"  Will talked about how Jenna's from a good family and that her boyfriend is a mechanic. My mom thanked Nick for introducing me to his friends. He smiled up at me: „Anything I can do to help you both."

My mom kissed his head: „And I'm glad the two of you settled your differences." I looked at Nick who nooded his head. I grapped my phone and saw the messages on my phone: „Mom I was wrong about Nick. He's wonderful."

I looked at him with a murder stare and he just smiled at me.
• • • •

I read my book at the beach as my phone started ringing. I looked at it and saw it was unknown. I accepted and asked hello but I only heard breathing.

I saw Nick and his friends coming, so I stood up and took my things. Nick greeted me:Hey baby sis." I looked up at him: „Don't even think about touching my phone." „Don't even think about screwing up another party."

I asked him: „La La Land?" He took of his sunglasses: „Good right?" „I hate rom coms okay." One of Nick's friends said: „You're more into porn, huh? With that face of yours" I flipped him of and sat down in a good distance from them.

Jenna came to me and sat next to me. I heard Nick's voice: „Do you know that glass is a liquid." I looked up from my book and heard his friends joking about how he may took drugs. 

I turned around and saw him taking his shorts off. I looked at his ass and couldn't get myself to look away, until Jenna said: „Nice ass, right?" I closed my book.

I saw girls walking up to Nick asking him about a race. He looked at me and told them he wouldn't know what they would talk about. I looked at Jenna who held the same evasive look.