my fault | nicholas leister

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Dan looked after him pissed.
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I was tired so I decided to sleep on on of the sofas outside. I felt someone pulling at my shirt and as fast as I could I punched the person.

I sat up as I realized it was Nick.

„Nick, Are you okay?" He replied: „Just what I needed" I helped him sit up: „I'm so sorry. I thought you were Dan. If I'd known it was you I'd probably still would've hit you."

I looked into his eyes and when I saw the red marks I turned his face: „Shit, did I do that?"

He replied: „No, but you could if you wanted to." We looked into each others eyes being very close and nearly kissing. When his nose started bleeding.

He tilt his head back and I said: „No. Your nose is bleeding, you shouldn't tilt your head back. I need a cold compress. Do you have a first aid kit?"

Nick sat down and questioned: „You know about cars as well as beatings?"

„I'm perfect in many ways, my love." I said to him.

He smiled up at me, and I asked him: „Who did this?" He replied: „It doesn't matter. I swear that from now on I'll stop fighting."

I looked at his face and realized: „It was Ronnie right?" He said: „That guy is crazy, he's after you, you know. You have to stop going out alone." „We both do"

„I'm serious." „Me to" Nick looked at me worried: „Let's stop going out alone. Us two."

I looked at his bruises: „That's not a very romantic way, to ask me for us to spend more time together."

We looked into each others eyes and Nick whispered: „Do you want to spend more time with me?" I looked at him: „But I can't, Dan's still here."

Nick asked me: „Do you still have feelings for him?" I just looked at him and pressed my hand on his injury: „Does ist hurt?" „Quite a lot."

I wandered my hands over his bruises and his abs. He asked laughing: „What are you doing?"

I wandered my hands up again: „I need to check your sensitivity, maybe you have a damaged nerve."

He looked at me: „I don't know but the heat of your hands is really not helping with the inflammation." I got closer: „Yeah I can feel your inflamed right now."

I kissed his bruises and than down his body. Nick put his head back while I did that and said: „What you are doing is very dangerous."

I came up to him and whispered: „You want me to stop?" He smiled at me: „Are you sure you can resist?"

I smiled: „Why do girls always get hooked on the bad boys huh" I kissed down his body while I said: „You're to cocky, mendacious and violent."

He looked at me: „You're mistaking. I'm not like that." We looked at each other until we shared a short but passionate kiss.

Until Dan came up to us: „Rowan.". We stood up and he said that he'd heard a bang and Nick told him that he heard it to and showed him his face.

I turned to Dan: „You said you wanted my forgiveness. Well, if you could say anything please. Do it for me."

I walked away, up to my room.
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In the morning Petra helped me with my skirt because I wanted it a bit shorter, but she refused to make it to short.

Nick came into the room and sat down next to his dad.

My mom gave me a letter from the school.

Nick stood up and came up next to me. He whispered: „It looks like he didn't tell her anything."

He gave me a letter in the hand, and smiled at him.

I opened the letter and there stood: „I'm going the really make you suffer." I looked at it shocked.

Petra asked: „No spots on the volleyball team. — that's to bad"
I just looked at her and quickly closed the letter.

Nick asked me what was wrong but I just said nothing and left the kitchen.