What Drives You Is Pain

Prouloge

I walked along the jagged rocks slowly. When I was certain that I had made it past the sharp rocks, I walked on a bit faster. Only to slip on a slick rock and go tumbling.

I was suddenly met with ice cold liquid and my breath was knocked out of me. I began to panic, for I did not want to die, not now or soon. My black hair whirled around me, trying to float to the top. However, my mass was taking me and my hair down. My feet hit sand at the bottom of the sea. Sharp rocks and sea shells cut into my feet, leaving gashes.

Crying out in pain only sent bubbles out, no sound. I began to cry, but my salty tears just mixed with sea water. My icy blue orbs already started to hurt and sting because of the salt in the water.

I knew how to swim, but I was in a panic. No matter how hard I tried to get my limbs to move, they wouldn't budge. Pain began to shoot through me, first beginning at my chest and then spreading through out my body. Then it was as if the pain signals that were shooting to my brain stopped and I was at peace, for the first time in forever.

Even though I should have been panicking, I was just enveloped in peace and for a moment I was just laying on the sandy floor, not thinking.

This was not how I had always imagined dying. I imagined pain and time, just long moments of pain that turned from seconds to minutes to hours. All until you just left the world, making a dent on the people that you left behind, but if you got really lucky, you had no one to leave behind. For you could not hurt that person by leaving, and you wouldn't hurt when you were in the afterlife, if there was one.

Then my vision started to blur and right when I blacked out, I was jerked up hard.

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A/N

I would like to give recognition and thanks to my dear friend, Hayley, for editing my chapters.

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