Second chance for Davis?

Chapter 6

I spent Sunday thinking over what Zac said and even spoke to my parents, they agree with Zac and think I would get closure, this got me thinking Paris's parents haven't contacted me, so I went over to their house and knocked on the door.
"Hi, Umm do you mind if I could talk to you?" Jenny opened the door wider and I passed through. Jenny is Paris's mum, I kinda didn't know what to do I was just standing in the lounge.
"You can sit Davis" so I did, she sat next to me "I'm sorry about my daughter, I can't believe what she has done to this pack, to you, to us, how are you coping?" I shrugged my shoulders "I can't my head round why" we sat in silence for a few minutes "are you going to see her, have you seen her?" "Ummm I haven't seen her but Dan (her dad) went to see her and came back very angry and said he hoped she rots in hell" Jenny had tears running down her face, she was trying to wipe them away with her hands "Oh" is all I could think to say "will you see her?" " I don't know my parents think it's a good idea to get closure, it could help me when the bond breaks, I know everyone is really worried about what happens to me after but I will just have to take it one day at a time" "I think you should see her, I think you should tell her everything she has done to you, we know she wasn't the best mate, everyone knew what she use to do to Trent, my self and Dan told her so many times that one day you will go to far and Davis won't be able to hold back Trent, she just smirked at us" I sat there open mouthed "why didn't you say anything to me!" "I have been struggling with her the whole time about what she does to Trent and she said I was crazy" I stood up "I am going to speak to her" I turned and walked out the door and straight to Alpha Jason's Office, I knocked on the door "come in Davis" "Sorry to bother you but can I speak to Paris, I have some questions that need answers" he nodded "Yes that's not a problem, I will let you know when you can see her".
That afternoon Alpha Jason told me I could see Paris after dinner. I am currently pacing outside the cells, I can do this, I can do this, I take a deep breath and open the door and walk into the meeting room to see Paris looking awful, no manicured nails, no make up and in rags I should feel sadness for her, she loves to look perfect but I actually feel...smug....I guess is the correct word I would use, her hands are in cuffs, which are tied to the table and I see her feet are in chains too, she sees me look her over as I pull up a chair and sit in front of her, she huffs and rolls her eyes. We sit in silence for a few minutes, I look around the bare room "I want to know why" I ask as I turn my attention back to Paris, she just looks at me "I heard what you said with Alpha Jason, was it just because you thought you deserved to be Luna" she slammed her fist on the table "I am the Luna!" She shouted "it was my title, Jason is mine, you, you were just a stand in until he realised I was the better option as Luna" my mouth dropped open "Paris" I really didn't know what to say next "if you didn't want me, why not reject me at the start?" "Everyone loved you, all the girls wanted to be your mate, so no I didn't want to reject you until I knew Jason was mine" I tilted me head "so you just decided to destroy my life by betraying our pack" "I wasn't betraying our pack I was saving it from that...that...hellhound.....he isn't one of us" she gritted out, I rolled my eyes "so say that what you did was a success and Payton is gone, the hunters would have killed all of us as well" "No no they promised they only wanted Payton" I scoffed "oh Paris you are an idiot, they would have killed us all, you poor stupid girl" she just growled at me "you know that you are going to be put to death" she growled again "did you know that it could kill me too?" Her eyes went wide at that and her mouth dropped open "oh" "yeah Oh, so thanks for that, I mean the last 4 years" I stopped talking and sighed and realised I was crying, I wiped my eyes with my hands "did you ever love me Paris, I know May loved Trent but did you love me?" She just shrugged her shoulders "I guess" she mumbled I did a small sad laugh "wow, what a waste for 4 years, I want to scream and shout at you but I know it will go in one ear and out the other but I want to make one thing clear, I hate you, I hate you so much, the last 4 years have been hell and I will make sure I survive your death and I will find someone new and will make sure I spend my life loving them, you will just be a sad chapter in my life" the whole time I have been looking at my hands I looked up at Paris as I stood up and walked to the door as she cried "Bye Paris" I didn't give her time to reply as I closed the door. I walked out the cells, with a tear stained face but feeling lighter I walked in Alpha Jason's office "Thank you I needed that, can you let me know when you are going to put her to death as I want to be away from people as I guess the connection will break between me and her and it's going to hurt". "Yes Davis that is fine, I would have told you anyways, also just to let you know the room next to Luke is now ready for you to move into" "thank you, I will do that now" I went into the guest room collected all my things and walked over to my new room and put all my things away then I walked to mine and Paris's room, I haven't been back in here since it all went down Luke or Zac collected my clothes for me that I have needed, I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door, I looked around the room, my life for the last 3 years in one room, I saw someone had put empty boxes on the floor, I started with the bathroom sorted out Paris's stuff (So much make up) and gave it to the girl in the room next to me. I sorted through our side tables, just nick nacks I didn't keep anything of Paris's all went in the bin, next I did our clothes, I took all Paris's stuff to be washed as I packed all my clothes into box's and moved them. So bathroom is clear and closet is clear, I moved all my tech stuff (Tv, laptop, PlayStation etc) all that left is the Chester drawers by the end the room was clear and all I kept to show paris was in my life was a photo album. I walked to my new room and filled it with all my stuff then went and got Paris's clothes and put them in our spare clothes pile that we have at the pack house. I took a deep breath, a new start.
The next week was stressful with finishing my finally project, talking to tutors about jobs and the whole Paris thing hanging over my head. I was sitting in my room revising when there was a knock at the door "come in" I shouted Alpha Jason and Alpha Payton walked in and closed the door "can we talk to you Davis" I just nodded I was sitting at my desk, i went to stand "best you sit I think" Payton said I think I know what is happening "so Paris will be put to death tonight, we think you should spend the night at the cabin in the forest with Luke and or Zac" I think I zoned out as Payton was touching my shoulder "Huh" "Davis I asked are you ok with that, or would you prefer to be somewhere else?" "Ummm I have no idea to be honest" I could feel the sadness rolling off them and Payton just nodded "Actually can can you be there with me Payton" he looked really surprised "Umm sure if that's what you want, I will stay with you" he turned to Jason who nodded "Ok so after dinner you guys head to the cabin and I will let Payton know when" I just nodded again, I just sat in my chair kinda dazed as Payton packed a bag for me, then disappeared and reappeared with food "oh your still sitting there" he said putting a plate in front of me, I felt sick "I don't think I can eat anything" I said pushing the plate away, Payton gave me a sad smile "that's ok Davis" he ate his food in silence then grab our plates and left again.
Next think I know I am being pushed out the door and walking to his car, this feels like a dream, A very bad, sad dream, it doesn't feel real, I could die, she the one person who is meant to love me, could kill me and I didn't do anything wrong, I didn't realise I was crying until I felt the tears on my hands.
(Please note Payton going with Davis is a change from what was mentioned in My Soldier My Mate)