ARE WE MEANT TO BE?/ Bill Kaulitz

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fernandas POV:
"see you gustav." i said as i kissed him waving him goodbye. camilla has already went upstairs. i wanted to close the door when someone stopped me. it was bill.

"yeah bill wasup?" i asked him, letting him in. "i uh wanted to talk about camillas health." he said nervously. my heart dropped to my stomach. did she say something to him? should i tell him the truth? maybe she'll listen to him, if she doesn't want to listen to me.

"yeah tell me what's on your mind." i said as i sat down on the couch. he sat beside me and took a deep breath. "i noticed that camilla has had her 'period', if i can even call it period, for 2 weeks." he said as he looked at me with sad eyes. "i know that she doesn't have period anymore it's imposible to have it for 2 weeks." he said concerned. "look bill..." i said as i stopped,
wondering if i should tell him everything or not.

"please fernanda tell me the truth i am begging you." he looked at me with tears in his eyes. "no bill don't cry it's okay. she's gonna be okay." i said as i hugged him. "please fernanda only the truth." he said as he wiped his tears away.

"okay bill.." i sighed. "camilla is-." i was cut of when i heard camilla coming down the stairs calling my name. 'shit' i mumbled. i quickly shoved bill behind the couch telling him to be quiet.

as she came down the stairs she scolded me for why am i still awake. "uh i was just thursty." i said to her with a nervous smile.

she told me to go to sleep and went to her room shutting the door behind.

i let out a breath signaling bill to come out. he climbed back as i told him everything about camillas ED. his eyes widened as he was worried for her.

"i have tried to stop her so many times but she just denies everything, everytime i say something." i told him. "please bill she wont listen to me. you have to help her." i told him as i took his hands in mine.

bill looked at me with tears in his eyes. i could tell that he wanted to go upstairs and hug her but he can't.

"okay fernanda thank you for telling me everything. i'll be going now." bill said as he got up and walked to the door opening them.

"bill wait." i said. he turned around. his eyes were red because we were crying for camilla. "don't tell her i told you everything, just watch her out." i said as he smiled and closed the door.

oh my dear camilla please stop this maddness.

camillas POV:
i woke up to the text of my mom. she told me that their car broke down so that's why they were staying so long in germany. i calmed down a little knowing that they were okay. i texted her back asking if she knows when will they be back. she said that they will come in around 2 or even 3 weeks, since they can't get airplane ticket. i sighed as i got up and dragged myself to the bathroom.

"hey camilla." i heard bill say as i stepped out of my house. he scared the shit out of me. "oh for gods sake bill don't scare me like that." i said as i hugged him. "are you stalking me or something?" i laughed as i let go of the hug. "nooo, i just wanted to take you to a nice restaurant for lunch." he said smiling at me. 'for fucks sake why is this happening.' i had to find some excuse but i didn't know what.

"what if we go shopping?" i suggested hoping that he would change his mind. "no camilla we are going out for lunch." he said in a demanding tone. i sighed. "fine. you are lucky that i love you otherwise i'll be stubborn with you." i said as i gave him a sirious look while he smiled grabing my hand.

"okay now get ready meine liebe." he said as he kissed me leaving me alone in front of my house.

why to the restaurant bill. why?

i went upstairs as i grabbed my knife. i locked the door siting with my back turned to them. i started crying. what should i do. i feel like he knows. i can't let that happen. what if he leaves me?

i revealed my tights bringing the knife closer to them as i heard my window open.

someone jumped in and saw me on the floor crying with a knife in my hand.

"camilla what are you doing?" i heard a fimiliar voice say. shit.

hi this is autor. i hope that this part is not too much. i just wanted to show more camillas struggle since i have some problems like her. anyways if you have any ideas just let me know:)
byeeeee💋