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"ofcourse you can camilla" he said with a smile. "besides, my mom would kill to see you again." he said as we both laughed. "but i'll have to go home to grab some clothes." i told him as i got up.

"okay i'll come get you at 11 kay?" he said as he quickly hugged me and got into his car driving off. 'i missed you so much juan.' i said to myself as i smiled and started walking home.

when i got home there was some light in it. 'what the hell?' i said to myself as i got into the house. i froze. it was my mom. they were finally back.

"mama!" i said as i ran to her hugging her tight. "mijita!" she said as she hugged me back. i had tears in my eyes. "mama te extrañé mucho." i said as i smiled at her. "oh mi amor me too." she responded as we hugged again.

"i missed you too." i heard alejandro say as he walked down the stairs. "alejandro." i said as i walked to him hugging him. he lifted me up betwen the hug and we spined around. "i missed your annoying face." he said as he patted my head walking away. i smiled at him realizing how much i have missed them.

"my favourite sister is back." i said as i saw maria walking down the stairs. she playfully rolled her eyes as she hugged me. "i missed you too hermana." she said.

"camilla!" i heard carlos yell as he ran to hug me. "oh carlos mi amor." i said as i hugged him lifting him up.

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"so mama you won't guess who i saw today." i said as just the two of us were talking in the kitchen. "who?" she asked curiously. "juan." i said as her eyes widened. "no way. your juan?" she asked me smiling at me. "yes my best friend juan." i said as i smiled back. we talked more for a while.

she told me something about their trip as i told her everything about bill and tom. i didn't tell her about my ED or SH. she would freak out.

"oh mijita i'm sorry that i wasn't there for you." she said as she hugged me. as i broke the hug i looked at the clock to see that juan will be here in 10 minutes. "mama i'll be staying at juan's today." i told her. she was happy that we were reunited again.

"that's fine camilla." she said. "call me when you want me to come pick you up." she said as she smilled. "juan suggested that he drives me home." i said smiling. "look at my girl go." she said as she smiled teasingly walking to her bedroom.

'tomorrow is going to be a long day.' i said to myself as i heard a doorbell rang. it was juan.

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"mi amor!" juan's mom screamed as we hugged. "i missed you so much." she said as she let go of the hug grabing my face. "mama stop." juan said as his cheeks got red. i smiled at his mother as we walked upstairs.

"your old room is still here." he said smiling. as i walked in i realised that everything was really still the same. "how many memories." i said as i got tears in my eyes. i quickly wiped them away and jumped on the bed. "thank you for letting me spend the night here." i said looking at juan. "this is your second home camilla. feel free to come here anytime." he said as he smiled at me and left.

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i woke up to sun shining on me. oh i missed this. waking up in juans house, his mom making me breakfast. it was the best.

"camilla you ready for school?" i heard juan say as he opened the door. i was done getting ready. but i didn't really want to go. i have all clases with either bill or tom. "juan?" i said as i looked up at him. "yeah?" he said. "could i stay here today. i don't feel really well." i said. "ofcourse you can camilla." he said with a smile on his face.

he left the house driving to work. he was supposed to drop me off in school but i didn't wanna go. i didn't wanna see bill or tom. not yet.

bills POV:
as we got home i went upstairs and cried for an hour until i heard the door open. "bill." tom said as he sat down on the edge of my bed. "please bill." he said once again. i slowly sat up and looked at him with my red eyes from all the crying. "why would she just leave? doesn't she love me anymore?" i said to him as tears started to come out of my eyes again.

"of course she does bill." he said as he hugged me. his hugs were the best. they were so warm. i felt so safe in his arms. "then why would she leave and hide from us?" i said as i broke the hug looking at him. "well i think she is scared of what we will think about her after everything." tom said as he rubed my shoulder to stop me from crying. "she doesn't know that we still love her no matter what." he said as he looked down at me smiling. "you're right tom." i said. "we'll see her tomorrow at school anyways. she can't avoid us there." i said as i smiled back.

we will find her.

"now go to sleep bill." tom said as he got up and walked out of my room. i sighed laying down. i fell asleep thinking about camilla or where she could have go.




hi this is autor. i think that this chapter is a little longer than the usual. but there will still be some complications.🤭
byeeeee💋

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